Alive Lyrics

Early morning, I can't get my head right

Gun and cigarette and coffee on my bedside

Motel nightstand

I'm on the edge again

Skydive, watch the angels skydive

Blunt done burned hole through these cheap ass covers

Make up on the other pillow

Smell of sweet shea butter

It's the remanence of another play lover

But I like it like that

I'm a smoke this blunt to cope with shit I hate to think about

I won't leave this room without a reason and a thirty popper

Taking more shots like I'm a make it to the league or something

It's killing me but It's keeping me alive

Flirt with death and the reaper

I can't sleep no

Flirt with death and the reaper

And I don't eat no more

It's keeping me alive

I ain't prayed in seven days

And I've been faded all week

Boujie bitch right next to me

Get high and fuck and never sleep

Guts all in the ashtray

Roll my heart and set my soul on fire

It's killing me but it's keeping me alive

Breathe

Nigga, just breathe

Gave my ex hell and that put me in hell

Thought you said you'd never leave me

Why you never come to see me

Neon lights, pink and blues

Mary got the purple hues

I can fuck you better sober than that nigga off the juice

If you got to pick, better be that nigga that you choose

On my mama, I ain't never been the one to up and lose

Yeah, Charged it to the game

This some shit I never bought though

Purple heart for all the scars from shooting out that foxhole

Love is blind, I never saw the signs like my eyes closed

It's killing me but it's keeping me alive

It's keeping me alive