Used To Lyrics

I'm still hoping that you reappear

I can't cap like I don't need you here

Drop the addy and I'll meet you there

I'll spin the block faster than cars can steer

Looking in the mirror

See demonic reflection

Cut the light off and still see the VVS in my necklace

Stay safe but staying dangerous

My life super reckless

I got no one to check me

This chess and not checkers

Playing no games about you but you cannot say the same

I'd say I'm feeling no way but I can't even hide the pain

Safe to say I dealt you cards that you wouldn't put up with

Found a way to say I love you

Not knowing what love is

Shoot my shot at all these bitches

And I barely got buckets

Hit the streets and start running

Cause they ain't giving me nothing

Saying fuck me and you wish I'd disappear

Telling me you love me but afraid to keep me near

Think it's time for you to face all of your fears

I ain't mean to bring you tears all of them years

Once was scared to call you home now

I say I want you and you telling me to calm down

Let me be the one you hold down, now

Like you used to

We used to be connected

Now it's constant disrespecting

Trying to view from your perspective

But it's hard for me to get this

I hope you get this message

Feel my pain in every word

Girl, I know I did my dirt

But now a nigga know his worth

And I know I don't deserve this

Ain't hurt you on purpose

Tired of the curving

When we should be here working

Got a new nigga

I'm just hoping that shit worth it

If that shit don't drown

Don't try to make our shit resurface

I'm better off on my own now

You telling me you sorry

I tell you to calm down

You reap what you sow

Can you survive the blow

You've been giving to me

With hopes of getting to me

I know it's many men that wish for my death

I got them losing they breath

Like when I had that asthma attack on them steps

All them secrets that you told me you kept

Tread lightly around my wifey

This girl got me out here watching my steps

Saying fuck me and you wish I'd disappear

Telling me you love me but afraid to keep me near

Think it's time for you to face all of your fears

I ain't mean to bring you tears all of them years

Once was scared to call you home now

I say I want you and you telling me to calm down

Let me be the one you hold down, now

Like you used to