I Have So Much To Say Lyrics

Why's it gotta be so hard to talk

Thought I'd wise up, but my heart's a rock

Why's life gotta be so cloudy

Why am I 23 with issues from my Daddy

Why have I OD'd so many times and I'm still alive? I need sleep

I've lost so many homies, I've been so lonely

I've been lost, nobody know me but I'm supposedly needed

These lyrics feel composedly conceited, shit slow down

Hear me

Ion wanna lie no more

Mac said "Rather piece of mind than war."

But I ain't at peace ion wanna cry no more

I wanna hide deep underneath the floor

Do you really need me or can you let me go

Ion know what to believe no more

Tell me are you really here or no

Wipe that smirk off your face

I could use a little less space

I have so much to say

We're losing so many kids only half my age

My family don't care about rape or Woe vs. Wade

This world is fake we chase money we're forced to make

It ain't feel like anyone really care

Everyone says "life ain't fair, oh but don't end it it's rare"

Please tell me when I die, what's out there

Where do I go? I wanna believe in God I swear

(I need sleep)

I'm always overstepping

Constantly overthinking and always counting my blessings

Always in my head, stressing

The times I've been misled, repressing

The things I haven't said, stop guessing

Listen to the things we need to start addressing

I always have so much to say, but I dump my feelings in an ashtray cause I'm afraid y'all will feel some type of way

I don't wanna scare y'all away or God forbid get my tree sprayed

If not my own, how many lives can I save

Why's it so hard to be real with me

Why's it so hard to believe I'm not gonna leave

I let down my guard, I can see the one who calls you Momma in our big backyard

Maybe life ain't so hard

I know our pasts are scarred

That ain't no reason to leave you all alone

I know what it's like to not have a home

Babygirl, we deserve a throne

(How many lives can I save?)

I have so much to say

We're losing so many kids only half my age

My family don't care about rape or Woe vs. Wade

This world is fake we chase money we're forced to make

It ain't feel like anyone really care

Everyone says "life ain't fair, oh but don't end it it's rare"

Please tell me when I die, what's out there

Where do I go? I wanna believe in God I swear

(I need sleep)