Scapegoat Society Lyrics

"You have a gift"

Is what they tell me

"You can hold a tune"

But to what degree

I'm hurting but no one can see

Including me

Hold me closely

I'm real' lonely

I have friends but

For some reason I can't escape my mind

I should be fine

I'm alive

I can't find the source

For this declining mental health of mine

Maybe it's from heredity

Well if that's the case

Then you should probably leave

'Cause I'm so scared

That I'll end up like them

So far beyond repair

But so unaware

Hold me closely

I'm real' lonely

I have friends but,

For some reason I can't escape my mind

I should be fine

I'm alive

I can't find the source

For this declining mental health of mine

I've never been alone

But loneliness is all I've ever known

I've left all these words unsaid

In fear of fighting on my own

I'm finally off the meds

Plus I have a place to rest my head

So why do I think ahead

To what it'd be like if I was dead

Hold me closely

I'm real' lonely

I have friends but,

For some reason I can't escape my mind

I should be fine

I'm alive

I can't find the source

For this declining mental health of mine