Choosing Him Lyrics

First it's love, then it's pain

Missing him, am I insane

Been crying now

For some days

Wishing that he would change

But he don't want to

Cause he's lame

He's thirty something with three roommates

He's in his prime, or so he claims

Chasing after ig fame

I ain't choosing him

If he ain't choosing me

Guess I'm meant to be (lonely ahh, lonely, alone)

I ain't choosing him

If he ain't choosing me

Guess he's meant to be (lonely ahh, lonely ahh, lonely)

Felt unheard and unseen

Causing me anxiety

Then he lied bout sleeping

With that nigga or so it seemed

Never took me on a date

Never did anything

Treated me like some trash

Made me feel small

Like my ass

Didn't take, take the time

To learn me I'm so sublime

And I am so divine

My love is healing all the time

Made me hurt, made me cry

I wanna matter to this guy

Showed me that his word ain't shit

Just bubble gum and hot dick

I ain't choosing him

If he ain't choosing me

Guess I'm meant to be (lonely ahh, lonely, alone)

I ain't choosing him

If he ain't choosing me

Guess he's meant to be (lonely ahh, lonely ahh, lonely)

Son, you need to choose yourself

Over everything and everyone else

Love you first, and all will come to you

That you deserve to receive