Dear Diary Lyrics

Dear diary

I think today I've discovered

Why I'm always finding myself

In the same fucking problem

With a different nigga

You, you say love me, then love me

Want me, then want me

You can't just say it

If you want it then show

Be so sick of you niggas

I'm right there with Sza

Had the nerve to confront me

And spin that shit on me

Then he told me I'm selfish

Cause he wasn't ready

Nigga ruined my birthday

Yea that shit was heartless

Done with all this confusion

And all of the giving

While I stay on pause

And these niggas just living

Is you lying

Preaching to the choir

All the things said prior

Ain't what had transpired

So I fucked the vibe up

Truth I ain't a liar

All I ever do

Is all that you desire

Admit to all my fuck ups

Admit to all my trauma

Living up front

Ain't shit here undercover

Had issues with my mother

And I ain't have a father

And that's why I stay loving all these niggas

That don't love me back