Roulette Lyrics

You just the rush I been looking for

I love you babe

But the love not the same as before

Something's changed

I mean it feel like I'm always on edge with you

Eggshells, one wrong move

I'm off the ledge

Load up the gun hand on the trigger

Click click

Click, click, click

Put it down and spin

The only thing that could compare to our relationship

A fucked up game of roulette

Where can we go from here?

As a girlie I'd seek you out when my boredom set

Even then I could figure I wasn't heaven sent

Or maybe was, but now too far gone for me

You know I got all these problems that I can't redeem

Never had much daddy loved me all he could

Had some problems of his own I know he meant good

But stifled by the powers that's the story of my life

Had some trouble seeing what was wrong, what was right

So I leaned on you, and you gave me comfort

Even brought some joy that was rare in my circumference

Brought some friends to me god I do love you for that

Loneliness the greatest sickness in this habitat

Graduated from the school now it's all in question

Where to go, what to do, it's a new dimension

That's when the gun clicked on my best friend

You just the rush I been looking for

I love you babe

But the love not the same as before

Something's changed

I mean it feel like I'm always on edge with you

Eggshells, one wrong move

I'm off the ledge

Load up the gun hand on the trigger

Click click

Click, click, click

Put it down and spin

The only thing that could compare to our relationship

A fucked up game of roulette

Where can we go from here?

As a woman I seek you out when depression set

When stress set, when anger set, when life set

I lost too much I ain't even 25 yet

I ain't supposed to be thinking 'bout - yet

Can't see my friends I mean I can but it ain't the same

It's always who did this? Why that?

Whose to blame?

I can't go one single day without the trauma

My daddy got his own

I never known my momma

So who can I run to?

My only option's you

My second options

I got no more to lose

But then I met a man

He gave me something new

Wasn't my knight in shining armor

But I was confused

I let him in between

A threesome she's conceived

The gun click on her poppa

Now only her and me

And plus you by my side

You never seem to leave

Babe I'm a mother now

I got to set you free

You just the rush I been looking for

I love you babe

But the love not the same as before

Something's changed

I mean it feel like I'm always on edge with you

Eggshells, one wrong move

I'm off the ledge

Load up the gun hand on the trigger

Click click

Click, click, click

Put it down and spin

The only thing that could compare to our relationship

A fucked up game of roulette

Where can we go from here?

As a mother I block you out when my trouble set

I'd look for other ways to go about my pain than that

I feel like maybe she got a chance if I break the curse

Her life can surely advance if you don't make it worse

For the first time in my life I was proud of me

I wasn't happy, but felt alright and plus I'm clean

Still felt the pull but got the strength to turn the cheek

And every time I fall she pull me right back on feet

One night when armor got broken and she was fast asleep

I got to thinking bout life depression start to creep

I got to drinking some wine my thinking turn to weep

I felt too lonely as lonely as lonely could be

I called you up I prayed to god you wouldn't choose to answer

Of course you did was waiting on it

Why'd I choose to chance for?

Regardless, you came to rescue on that lonely night

I took you in like

You just the rush I been looking for

I love you babe

But the love not the same as before

Something's changed

I mean it feel like I'm always on edge with you

Eggshells, one wrong move

I'm off the ledge

Load up the gun hand on the trigger

Click click

Click, click, click