I CAN'T GO BACK Lyrics

I can't go back

This all I have if I fail

I'm a bum on your street pitching sign

Doubtful nature

As I mature

I hope that I can gain better grasp of my mind

I'm so up and down

Don't want you around but I'm lonely

No really it doesn't make sense

I try to be mindful

But my mindful of what ifs well

What if I'm never present?

Then what's the point?

Two hits of joint

It never helps but gives some relief for the moment

Two drinks of brew

Tomorrow is new so my friend me and you

We can sin until the morning

Thinking of God

Isn't it odd

That you probably will sit there assuming I'm Christian?

Maybe I am

Even so

Can't we love god without having to love a religion?

I like to know

It makes me go

Maybe that's why I always have struggled with faith

I need answers

I need comfort

Maybe spiritual health ain't easy as I think

Working on me

But that's the thing

I would rather be working on making some love

Let's fuck the convo

We both don't want no more

Let's skip to part where you die in my arms

Lustful nature

As I look at her I don't know what I want

But I know that I want

Sexualization

How I'm created but

I'm changing everyday I grow with time

I want some fuck

Being a slut but an introvert not so good a combination

Maybe it's pride

In a man's eyes getting pussy is prize

Man I'm just contemplating

I can't go back

If I can't rap it's a wrap take my life

G-O-A-T

What I think of me

What they think of me not a concern

They can die

Loving nature

I pray this Earth can know peace before humans are fertilizer

I pray for you, murderers too, rapists

The truth they deserve a prayer

I really don't hate

Genders and race don't conflict me

We all more alike than we different

And we all got vices

Just look inside

It's not fair to have hate when we all been forgiven

I'm loving not friendly

A smile not tempting but

I'd probably die for you if you ask me

My spirit is kind

I'm one of a kind

Sometimes I really think I might be G-O-D

I do want the fame

I know it sounds vain but

I don't wanna go out without being known

Chip on my shoulder, more like a boulder

You doubt me that's one more mistake that you own

Arrogant nature

If I'm a failure

I'm failing the hardest that you've ever seen

I only want major

I only want greatest

My ego is hungry ask God to redeem

My biggest fear that I adhere

And my mindset a product of what you tell me

One grain of salt

Two trains of thought don't make sense

When the options are infinity

So black and white

We categorize everything

Everybody must fit in a box

It's all yes or no

Just say you don't know

It's okay you don't gotta know everything dawg

I had it backwards

Looking for answers before I even had the questions to ask

Now I don't care

Answers in air

It's debatable life doesn't play like a class

Answers do cost

What you gain from loss is so priceless

God's petty and life's bittersweet

We can't go back