Dare I Ask Lyrics

What am I doing

I don't even know anymore

As if I ever did

Where was I going before don't think I'm in control anymore

The voices in my head

Are driving me instead

They won't let me go to bed until I do what they said

Until I do what they said

Who the hell am I

I can't even see anymore

The mirrors blocked by smoke

How could I be smoking anymore it's making my throat so sore

My voice is going dead

My vocal chords are red

And these questions in my head are killing me

Who what when where why and how'd I get kicked out without no eviction

Locked up with no past convictions

Why when we're asked how we're doing

I'd tell you but it'd be all bitching

Complain if I thought you'd listen

So I'll just lie and say I'm doing fine

Yeah I'm fine

Why'd I end up here

I don't even have a choice anymore

I guess free will was a lie

When will I get some more of the good old days I'm longing for

They flew right past my eyes

Flew way into the sky

Didn't get to say goodbye

Or did I

Who what when where why and how'd I get kicked out without no eviction

Locked up with no past convictions

Why when we're asked how we're doing

I'd tell you but it'd be all bitching

Complain if I thought you'd listen

If it's alright I'd rather say goodnight

Yeah goodnight

We never did

Never did any of all of those things that we said we would do

We never went

To Bonnaroo or Coachella never flew to Peru for the hell of it

Irrelevant to how we might act

We were at each other's backs

Saying things we'd regret

That we'd rather forget

You were halfway through school

So much growing to do

I gave up on myself and I blamed it on you

We both had bills to pay and lived too far away and were mad at our jobs and just both were so lost

But at the end of each day

You were there anyway

Who what when where why and how'd I get kicked out without no eviction

Locked up with no past convictions

Why when we're asked how we're doing

I'd tell you but it'd be all bitching

Complain if I thought you'd listen

But you won't tonight

So I'll say goodbye

Yeah goodbye