Broken Pinky Lyrics

It's been two days since last week

But last week feels like a month ago

I've been fast forwarding through life

But still feel stuck in slow mo

From time to time you reach back out

I push you back away

I want you to want to come right back

But I never know what to say

I never know what to say

Cuz I don't want to sound needy

But I need you all the time

And I don't want to seem whiney

So I won't let you see me cry

All my advice has been the same

To let you go and step away

I don't want to sound needy

But I need you everyday

I need you everyday

Everyday you cross my mind

Cross my heart and hope to die

Everyday I do not want this

Cross my heart and pinky promise

It's been one month since we last spoke

It feels like yesterday

It's been three months since things were going good

And we'd talk ten times a day

Yeah talk ten times a day

And I typed up fifty messages that I deleted instead of sent

And I've written fifty songs to fill the days since you went

And my life keeps moving on away from the time we spent

You told me that you miss me well I don't know what you meant

I don't know what you meant

Everyday you cross my mind

Cross my heart and hope to die

Everyday I do not want this

Cross my heart and pinky promise

Left to my devices I'm swallowed by my vices

Left with an old mirror checking out the scars left when her

Heart got sober heart got solemn

Am I still in your forever column

I guess you weren't completely honest

Guess that's why you wouldn't pinky promise

Wouldn't pinky promise

Every day you fuck my mind

You fucked my heart and you fucked my life

I wish you knew but I won't flaunt it

So fuck your broken pinky promise

Everyday you cross my mind

Cross my heart and hope to die

Everyday I do not want this

So fuck your broken pinky promise