BACKSTORY AVE. Lyrics

People remember the first love like the back of they hand

That's me aswell yet she reeked havoc and hell on me, had to tell the mandem

Living like Z & C, as a negro this life is suite

Thought she'd cheat, gossip flying around like a Phantom

You're no leader, you ride tandem with the fandom

Playing that Ginuwine anthem thinking that he's handsome

but you really just want the money

You think that shit cute but you really bummy

Workaholic mama, man she don't care

You're like "Just pass me the money"

I worked to get here

Why do I gotta be up just to date broke bitches

Which is corrupted to the riches that came from the ditches

Dealing with these broke bitches

Fuck I'm aggravated,

Your vision so saturated

I get a glimpse of her and all of sudden it's like I've been contaminated

Like I'm permanently agitated, some thoughts just fascinated

Maybe she knew the real her yet didn't wanna show it to me

No wonder her life was so gloomy, scared to show the real you

Because someone, Because you were scared someone will leave you

If I'm wrong, sue me

You drew me, you looked into me, then you connected with me

Like you fucking knew me, well now I'm a new me

I saw beauty within the lies, manipulation and lies

Reciprocating your ex's thoughts, now you're fucking up my mind

I was doing good I was happy then you fucked me

I guess I should've never let you get close too me

I may be frustrated but I accept it now

I'm speaking in fragments but atleast I'm getting out

I'm speaking out and I'm glad that you're happy now

It is what it is, I stopped comprehending and predicting how you would act

Even after we split, I thought about why was I so into Chase

I wanted a better wall than he built yet he was in your head, mind like briefcase

Tied you up like a shoelace, and yet you're still the one that got goose chased

I came from a place where sharks grow with demons in intoxicated oceans

Grew from my hypothecated emotions, messing with mind potions

I guess I never moved with those erosions

Glad I didn't because of those emotions

I wouldn't be here today buying Trojans and high doses of lost closures

Shoot all the bluejays you want

If you can hit em

Remember not to kill a mocking bird, don't try to diss em

Who let bygones be bygones, they're not apart of our system

Let's go get em, flip em like a patty, then go on and forbid em

Spent years studying icons, ripping open some nylons

The blunt sparked up like pylons, Like where the fuck has the mile gone

Eyes was just a mental test for me, these clouds are heavy

In barbershops just eavesdropping, new OG's niggas learning from they pops

I may live in peace but that just turned into sadness with tear drops

Maybe it's self sabotage that makes winter so quiet

Obsession and love are actions but one hurts when they leave

So let me take you on Backstory Ave.

The place where I grieve