RAINY DAYS Lyrics

You know, If I buy something out of my generosity, no need to repay me

You pay with your existence each day, no need to obey me

Maybe I wanna grow old with you and see the stars daily

I'll give you good dick and good food, no need to thank me

Sorry if I'm too protective, you look beautiful baby, can you blame me?

When I hit rock-bottom, is there a way that you can save me

Will you be there when I'm drowning, can you take me to safety

And if out memories get hazy I'm gonna remind you on a beach in Haiti

Baby

My nights in bed thinking about a couple mill

Reality was a disease, my fantasy was the pill

To get what I want, I did what I must up until

I had to finish the puzzle within myself, thank you uncle Phil

I've messed up but I always dressed up for success

The dirt under the rug swept up, I tensened up in stress

My lies caught up to me, no recess, no requests, don't repress

Can't read music but I'll make a symphony sound like it copied me

I join protests just to yell at my oppressor's that copied me

I like light skins that look like a mix of coffee tea

Take her to a coffee tree, show the peace with the city

But I know for a fact you followed me, stop mocking me

Found love in the reason I'm breathing

I've been at war with my demons

Borderline treason on myself

Screaming, in the mirror pleading

It's only by going through hell

That you know the meaning of your soul leaving

When everyone's left who are you cheating?

Can you rise from being defeated?

I've been through hell and I've seen my world crash

But tell me, can you rise from being defeated baby?

I've gone through a lot of people but this is so real

No more survival of the fittest but you're my whole meal

Full course, wine n' dine baby, tell me did you enjoy your meal?

Did you enjoying eating then throwing me up, were we even real?

In all honesty, I'm over it now I'm tryna get a pilot for the jet

I ain't tryna be 80 paying debts, I'm tryna get rid of all the stress

Sure I'm a little hurt that I've been damaged so much but I was oblivious

Lifestyle frivolous lead me to pay the price, reading Leviticus

My boy Nicholas given us hope when he said he's forgiven us

Well I'm past it, I'm just tryna grow from these rainy days

Tryna make these flowers bloom and sun come up in 80 days

80 days, 80 days

80 days, 80 days