Live For The Dead Lyrics

You know you gotta live it up for your dead loved ones

To the fullest

At this point I'm living for the dead

2020 June 23rd 10:27 PM

I still remember that night vividly

I just wanna see my mama happy

I just want my daddy to be proud of me in heaven

All that fake love they forced on me left me damaged

The shit my daddy put me through at this point it don't matter

I live for the dead 2020 June 23rd

How the fuck could I ever forget it

Seen ya life support hit zero and it hurt

So I live for the dead die for the dead kill for the dead

I cannot hide from my past I embrace it

Use to be embarrassed being broke having no money

My whole life was full of rain

Everybody came for the hype now what do they want from me

Bitch tell me what you came for come on be straightforward

I ain't tryna waste no time

Look me in my eyes when you talk to me bitch

Shit these pussy rappers do I can't tolerate it

Shared a room with my mama and my sister

Gotta make it out

Bout time that I put my family in a bigger house

You ain't got the balls like I do boy pipe it down

If I were to lose it all would they still stay around

They all turn they back around that's obvious

Come back running when you got that cash on you

Gotta snort me a line for to love myself

I'll never regret all the drugs I took

Only female I trust is my mama

We all bleed the same death before dishonor

Sleeping with cockroaches left me traumatized

And it hurt me bad when my mama crying

I'm out here alone with no one to save me

Day that my daddy died I couldn't tame it

I was at the hospital getting rid of fentanyl

Looking at my daddy pictures getting painful

I just wanna see my mama happy

I just want my daddy to be proud of me in heaven

All that fake love they forced on me left me damaged

The shit my daddy put me through at this point it don't matter

I live for the dead 2020 June 23rd

How the fuck could I ever forget it

Seen ya life support hit zero and it hurt

So I live for the dead die for the dead kill for the dead

Had to get up off my ass when my dad died

I was serving all kind of drugs even fentanyl

My dawg acting weird what the fuck had got into him

Everybody showing fake love I ain't use to this

Feds hot all my people trapping got locked up

Thank God I ain't get caught guess I got lucky

Already been knew what came with this shit

But I still took a risk for to buy me a ticket

Forever staying ambitious I ain't never letting up

They ain't believe in my vision now they wanna keep in touch

Problems keep piling like how I'm pose to hold it in

And still till this day I'm tryna figure what my father did

I ain't never felt love from my pops and it hurt

Still remember that night 2020 June 23rd

Vividly I was right there with him

I witnessed him die I was right there with him

Ain't shit I could do all I did was cry

Saw him burn into ashes damn it killed my pride

Damn I wish you was right here to see me strive

Yo son living the life he use to dream about

Ay tell them dig my body out my grave if I die broke

Even though I'm sinning I still pray without a bible

All these side effects got me bipolar

Girl I'm sorry I'm not sorry I belong in a ferrari

I just wanna see my mama happy

I just want my daddy to be proud of me in heaven

All that fake love they forced on me left me damaged

The shit my daddy put me through at this point it don't matter

I live for the dead 2020 June 23rd

How the fuck could I ever forget it

Seen ya life support hit zero and it hurt

So I live for the dead die for the dead kill for the dead

I live for the dead on God

Die for the dead kill for the dead oh ah

Die for the dead live for the dead oh ah

I ain't afraid to die though

Cuz once I die I can see my loved ones up in heaven

But shit I got shit to live for

Gotta make sure that my mama straight before I go

Gotta make it back home

The main wolf