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Alive Lyrics
- Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
- Year of Release:2022
Lyrics
Just got off a call with my mama
I told her I miss her a lot
Feel like giving up every fucking second
I gave it all I got
This pain sitting here permanent
Can't stop thinking about my pops
Shit really hurt me
It got to the point where it's urgent
Just wanna feel alive
Will I make it back home I don't know
Imma make a hit song yea that fasho
All these pills I pop made me turn bipolar
Yea
Don't like the man in the mirror when I'm sober
It's hard for to see it
Leave you the clues in these songs
So you will read it
Drum on the Glock and it's showing its cleavage
I ain't never knew that dying was easy
Living is harder turned to an artist
I gotta go harder I just had 'em fiending
For the shit I use to sell
Demons after me they follow my trail
My teacher use to tell me that I'm a failure
Put on my brothers I couldn't be selfish
I couldn't help it I broke the law
I came from shit but I wanted it all
Ashamed by the fact that I still gotta trap
I'm missing my mama but can't seem to call her
With pride Imma tell u I'm raised by a pimp
Tell you bout the secrets that I done kept
For so long
Out here looking for help
It's always the same shit they tell me
Boy you gotta hold on
I'm living life with no regrets
Everybody left me my back was against the wall
My sanity what they all questioned
When I told 'em bout my dreams
They said it's too large
But fuck 'em bitches now I'm living it
I put in work let this pain be my evidence
All I wanted was a residence
They shattered my heart all I got is the residue
I gave you my all that's what's left in me
Abusing these drugs fill the emptiness
It ain't nobody to call on
Looking dumb keep refreshing these messages
Putting my scars in these melodies
All this work that I put in I'll blow one day
I thought they was riding but they weren't
Fuck it I don't need nobody to hold my hands
Just got off a call with my mama
I told her I miss her a lot
Feel like giving up every fucking second
I gave it all I got
This pain sitting here permanent
Can't stop thinking about my pops
Shit really hurt me
It got to the point where it's urgent
Just wanna feel alive
Will I make it back home I don't know
Imma make a hit song yea that fasho
All these pills I pop made me turn bipolar
Yea
Don't like the man in the mirror when I'm sober
It's hard for to see it
Leave you the clues in these songs
So you will read it