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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2022

Lyrics

Just got off a call with my mama

I told her I miss her a lot

Feel like giving up every fucking second

I gave it all I got

This pain sitting here permanent

Can't stop thinking about my pops

Shit really hurt me

It got to the point where it's urgent

Just wanna feel alive

Will I make it back home I don't know

Imma make a hit song yea that fasho

All these pills I pop made me turn bipolar

Yea

Don't like the man in the mirror when I'm sober

It's hard for to see it

Leave you the clues in these songs

So you will read it


Drum on the Glock and it's showing its cleavage

I ain't never knew that dying was easy

Living is harder turned to an artist

I gotta go harder I just had 'em fiending

For the shit I use to sell

Demons after me they follow my trail

My teacher use to tell me that I'm a failure

Put on my brothers I couldn't be selfish

I couldn't help it I broke the law

I came from shit but I wanted it all

Ashamed by the fact that I still gotta trap

I'm missing my mama but can't seem to call her

With pride Imma tell u I'm raised by a pimp

Tell you bout the secrets that I done kept

For so long

Out here looking for help

It's always the same shit they tell me

Boy you gotta hold on


I'm living life with no regrets

Everybody left me my back was against the wall

My sanity what they all questioned

When I told 'em bout my dreams

They said it's too large

But fuck 'em bitches now I'm living it

I put in work let this pain be my evidence

All I wanted was a residence

They shattered my heart all I got is the residue

I gave you my all that's what's left in me

Abusing these drugs fill the emptiness

It ain't nobody to call on

Looking dumb keep refreshing these messages

Putting my scars in these melodies

All this work that I put in I'll blow one day

I thought they was riding but they weren't

Fuck it I don't need nobody to hold my hands


Just got off a call with my mama

I told her I miss her a lot

Feel like giving up every fucking second

I gave it all I got

This pain sitting here permanent

Can't stop thinking about my pops

Shit really hurt me

It got to the point where it's urgent

Just wanna feel alive

Will I make it back home I don't know

Imma make a hit song yea that fasho

All these pills I pop made me turn bipolar

Yea

Don't like the man in the mirror when I'm sober

It's hard for to see it

Leave you the clues in these songs

So you will read it

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