Hold Up Lyrics

Heart beating so damn fast, I don't think I even know where to start

Sometimes I be trippin' too hard, and forget why the fuse had sparked

All the knives I done took out my back, I'm forever gonna have them scars

I told my mama just chill, she don't even know yet, but she gave birth to a star

If you try to step, just make sure they know who you are

And I don't mean to act out, but my demons always on call

Existence is a game, get dealt your cards, look at the draw

I told you once, I tell you twice, I did a lot, can't be forgot

And she can't get past me

Better off, she just leave it on the back street

I ain't into cuffin' just in case she wanna ask me

I'm just tryna fuck her, leave the trouble in the trash heap

Can't get caught with the bitch just acting like she want love

But she really wanna crash me, I ain't dead yet

And the noose on the last string, which will it be

I don't care, don't ask me

I had to work on how I speak, I say shit with my chest

Get caught up, stuck in my head, my problems never rest

Tryna take my time, since I learned time's more like a test

And you only really fail it when you got none left

And me, I don't think I got much left

Heart flew out my chest, that's why my bitch don't feel no sparks

Fell down once or twice, I've been fucked up bad since the start

Some wounds don't never heal, you can forget about the scars

I just can't wait to put my momma in the hills under the stars

And if you try to step, just make sure they know who you are

And I don't mean to act out, but my demons always on call

Existence is a game, get dealt your cards, look at the draw

Told you once, I'll tell you twice, I did a lot, I can't be forgot

Sitting sipping liquor til' I meet the floor

Pop two jiggs, that's a stack, bout four

Might act up when it hit my core

Cause the shit that I feel, I just can't ignore

Might dive off the board, get washed ashore

Ain't shit going on, might as well, I'm bored

Plus life ain't shit, but a cycle of chores

You knock one off the list, just to see three more