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I don't know how to act when I'm off them pills

But, I don't seem to wanna feel until I get my fill

Residue on my lap from the blunt but still

Mary Jane ain't enough to get my demons killed

Did so much psychedelics, I don't know what's real

Eat the pain up every day, like a three course meal

Quit fighting with my momma, cause I know life will

Sort itself out when my dreams fulfilled

At least that's how I hope it is for real

I got too many issues in my mind to deal

With problems not concerning my feels

But lately it's not like like, I could even feel

I'm way too numb to feel myself, so how the hell you feel me

I'm poor in affection that's a love poverty

Fell victim to crimes, that's four years I ain't see

Rest in Peace to George Floyd, It's always fuck the police

Walls suffocating me, I can't really breathe

Got a pretty girl scraping up her knees

She just love how I move, but she don't love me

Popped two pills now I'm off that leash

She know that I'm a dog, I deserve my treats

Got her dripping wet, like some freshly squeezed

Gonna let her ride me like a damn jetski

They was thinking I ain't real up until they seen

I was never the one to forget my team

Even when like half of them forgot about me

Don't never wanna go to the penitentiary again

But I'd rather go there, then get R.I.P'd

Tearing down this wall inside me piece by piece

But it get built back when I'm in my dreams

Cause the demons all attacking when they see me sleep

When it comes to bottom lines, I ain't never known peace

Life be feeling all fine, until I wake up to pee

Only thing we got in common, Is the way we bleed

And the difference is, you don't know pain like me

You said my love a drug and it's like codeine

I'm glad you got sober, cause it fueled my dreams

Used to be full of love, until she took it from me

In and out of institutions, since fifteen

That's a lot of time thinking bout the grand scheme

Uppin heavy metal like I'm in kill switch

And I'm on a new level you ain't know exist

Just tryna get settled but the scales they tip

Throwing me all off my balance in the dirt on my dick

Everyone been hating me, it feel like I'm Chris

But the difference is I swear, I don't even give a shit

Bitches be selling some dreams but they never get rich

I won't buy into it, yeah I stay out the mix

Yeah I did her dirty, and to that I'll admit

These drugs got me up and away, no spaceship

Chancing my life with these scripts, gotta take risks

Doing the most with this music, I gotta make hits

I been on the road in my mind, I gotta take trips

Can't be like X and get caught out in traffic