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  • Genre:Alternative
  • Year of Release:2023

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It's fucking scary to be me

I'm not sure if I'm lost or I'm losing my mind

I hate codependency

Narcissistic no remorse or a softie inside

My power through the roof when the shadows align

But in a bright room I'll throw a tantrum and cry

I'll put my phone on mute

I don't need you to try to bring me

I'll do it myself

Even though I learned to trust

Everything I touch turns to dust

Every single time

Gave up trying to adjust

Take what I love and fuck it up

Every single time


Everyone can see me

But I don't care what they think

Sometimes I care what they think

Me and me out of sync

White noise on my Tv

And I'm letting it ring

Mesmerize me get me dreaming

And I'll be cutting the link

If I don't want help

Would they call me helpless

And if I hate myself

Why am I not living shell less

If I'm feeling great

How do I end up feeling jealous

If I'm in the right tell me

Why I keep defending

And if that's all so selfish

Why do I keep pretending

Pretending to be selfless

Why can't I be myself

It's scary


It's fucking scary to be me

I'm not sure if I'm lost

Or I'm losing my mind

I hate codependency

Narcissistic, no remorse

Or a softie inside

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