but... it's love?// Lyrics

I thought I couldn't live without you

Now I'm living with my hands around my heart

Keeping it from falling apart

You been damaging the shit like you're allowed to

And you knew what you did

You knew it right from the start

It's all just in my head

It's eating me alive

But I'll wake up instead

And get back the time

It's all just in my head

I'm the problem

I'm the problem

She'd telling me to shut up

So that's what I do

And told her friends I'm a lost cause

It has to be true

Lately I been fucking up my kidney and lungs

Being sober is too much

But she thinks I'm cute

We made

Things so complicated

Burned each other and called it fate

What kinda fate is that?

Died in each others arms

It's all just in your head

She said and looked at me

Like I was just a pet

Or some jewelry

It's all just in your head

You're the problem

You're the problem

I thought I couldn't live without you

Now I'm living with my hands around my heart

Keeping it from falling apart

You been damaging the shit like you're allowed to

And you knew what you did

You knew it right from the start

It's all just in my head

It's eating me alive

But I'll wake up instead

And get back the time

It's all just in my head

I'm the problem

I'm the problem

It's all just in your head

I thought I'd catch a bullet

For what we could've been

And now the only bullet on my mind is a sin

You made me fucking hate myself

You made me hate my friends

And everything I am

But it's all just in my head

I just wanna know why you wanted me dead

Sweet bitterness to lure me and I fell for the trap

Days full of drugs just to keep us in check

And you dare talking shit trying to fuck up my rep?