Bad Surroundings Lyrics

There's hatred in your eyes

You were raised in an unhappy home

Among unpleasant surroundings

Without a friend

This is that hate yourself shit

Sus come down here and pick up the phone

Nobody's home

Yo, I'm trying to speak

Feel like I've been high for a week

The lows creep up on you as soon as you rise to the peak

I'm fine, but I'm weak

From all the nights trying to sleep

My mind's designed to overthink

I'm just desiring peace

Lions don't keep secrets

Then again, lions don't think

I'm trying to keep calm

In these waters either fight or you sink

And the drugs just weigh me down

My fucking mind's in the brink

Of breaking down, I weighed my options and I'm trying to think

Trying to numb a crazy town

Here's my number, take it down

And in advance, I apologize that I couldn't make it out

But the blacks and whites of life have turned to gray

I'm faded out

And my perfect world exists

I simply twist it, break it down

Light it up and pretend everything's okay for now

Jack, I'm back to my old ways

No one can save me now

But I shall not wait a lifetime

Nor will I remain here in doubt for the few years I have left

There is nothing you can say that will alter my way of thinking

You've already brought enough sorrow to my house

Yo, I'm awakened at night

I tried to make this shit right

I Dubai drugs that take me to Arabian heights

Afraid of the light, so I sleep the day away and at night

I fade into a grave

Made of disabling vibes

Darker place than where the demons play

Oh shit, I didn't mean to say

Fuck it, guess it doesn't even matter really either way

I roll my weed in jays

You could even call me Peter Haze

I'm tired of the liars, drug suppliers, and deceiving ways

I rap cold in my O zone

Spit fire and I freeze the stage

Half my friends are dead

And half my friends have blackened needle veins

We need a change nobody wants to admit

Sheep walk in herds accepting

Never acknowledging shit

What's awkward is this

Mainstream is really fucking mumble rap

What's catchy didn't stick

They drop the ball, I leave them under bats

Electric bars on top of bars

Shock these pussies, Thundercats

Jumped out of the game, and I'm still spending last summer's racks

Oxycontin, opiate, ecstasy, opiates

Yeah opiates

That's where it took place for me

You know what I mean