IsEveryoneDepressedOrIsItJustMe? Lyrics

My head is heavy my shoulders slouching my eyes are perked

Im staring at it, the wall is sunny, the birds'll chirp

The sun reflecting the branches swaying, the day rebirth

Emotions flutter, my pain is stuttered, my mood reversed

The shadows dancing, my brain focused, on minuscule

The curtain black so in fact, I can't see it through

The day'll wither without you, the time passed

The symphony for the dead, wear an alive mask

I see my future as the present and my past as dust

Vanish as I vanguish the anguish that has filled me up

Strangulation I can't breath, this world corrupt

My lungs are coated in oil and slick substances

They killed the tree that has birthed me, no history

I knew a smokers cough and vodka in the cabinetry

I knew a raspy voice and wheel chair, that energy

Is siphoning my memory until there's nothing left of me

So lesson learned, death is birth, Mother Earth will tremble

The ground is shaking, I feel the rapture, this feeling blissful

To know that you out of all of your fucking misery is missing you the problem or is death just this bittersweet?

My head is heavy my shoulders slouching my eyes are perked

Im staring at it, the wall is sunny, the birds'll chirp

The sun reflecting the branches swaying, the day rebirth

Emotions flutter, my pain is stuttered, my mood reversed

The shadows dancing, my brain focused, on minuscule

The curtain black so in fact, I can't see it through

The day'll wither without you, the time passed

The symphony for the dead, wear an alive mask

My tank is empty, my body stranded, my phone is off

They see me dangle, my feet is swaying, can't hear a cough

The brain is empty, I find it peaceful, I'm dozing off

These words is suicide but I been inside of my thoughts

So when no trauma tryna rear it's nasty head inside

I tend to tally up the good times, I'm thankful I'm alive

Cause even if the people that I care about are gone

At least I got the memories and I can make these fucking songs

From the good, bad and ugly, sip my cup of Joe

Reminisce of all the times I got to smile on a scenic road

Staring at the glaciers in the back of that motor home

Laughing over fires while the s'mores roasting slow

In my mind I be crying from the flames that'll toast

And when I got the call my body turned into a ghost

Kneeled to the ground and then I prayed for my folks

But the prayers never worked, gramps dead in the morgue