i wish i loved drugs Lyrics
- Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
- Year of Release:2023
Lyrics
My thoughts they keep me bleeding
I swear they change like seasons
I don't know why I pretend
I drink to numb my breathing
Life feeling a drug I'm addicted
God is like the plug, he got busted
Going through withdraw no other options
Numbness is the only thing I feel
I feel
So numb when I'm around you
I think that I'll never have your love
How can I love myself when I don't love my drug
They got Percocets
Y'all got Mary Jane
How can I have none of that when it come to you babe
I know I been tripping out
Yeah but He done see me change
And I got people who are counting on me need me to start winning
I said wait wait
Hold on to that feeling when life change
Change
Everybody fucking know your name
Name
But they don't know anything about you
Bet they will doubt you
And they will adore you
Ignore you
And stab your back and then
Roll their eyes
And they hate you
Surround you
Gotta love my drug cause I'm on my own right now
My thoughts they keep me bleeding
I swear they change like seasons
I don't know why I pretend
I drink to numb my breathing
Life feeling a drug I'm addicted
God is like the plug, he got busted
Going through withdraw no other options
Numbness is the only thing I feel
I feel
So numb when I'm around you
I think that I'll never have your love
How can I love myself when I don't love my drug
I'm surrounded by all of these drugs
But none of them ever feel like enough
I know my woman she out having fun
I go on trips but feel nothing but blunt
I got my eyes on the dolla signs
Double time on the line
Will I fold it right?
Play the chimes
From the whip when the sunrise
Why won't I just take my drugs and make it through the night
My thoughts they keep me bleeding
I swear they change like seasons
I don't know why I pretend
I drink to numb my breathing
Life feeling a drug I'm addicted
God is like the plug, he got busted
Going through withdraw no other options
Numbness is the only thing I feel
I feel
So numb when I'm around you
I think that I'll never have your love
How can I love myself when I don't love my drug