Bottle It Up Lyrics

What am I repressing?

What am I addressing?

What is it depending?

What is this cemented?

I look at my friendships

Like you are just sinking

I look at reflections

Like I am just thinking

I look at acceptions

Like none I am seeing

Human I’m not

Because I am not being

Anger inside of me

Tearing me violently

Boiling coiling

It is destroying me

Wanna punch a hole in a fucking wall

Standing up tall then I fucking fall

Looking at haters like fuck all of y’all

I was artistic when they said autistic

I had a vision they said I was tripping

Dreams I was gripping when they said it’s slipping

They did not listen when I was just spitting

I had to listen when there were just bitching

Bottled it up and nah now it will pop

Bottled it up and nah now it will pop

Bottled it up and nah now it will pop

Bottled it up and nah now it will pop

Bottled it up and nah now it will pop

Bottled it up and nah now it will pop

Bottled it up and nah now it will pop

Bottled it up and nah now it will pop

Keep throwing your shit

And I’m throwing a fit

Keep posting your pics

And I’m choking this bitch

Wasn’t it enough when I gave you my love

Feeling like this man since I was huh young

All the abuse, cause they dislike my shoes

Never did I fit in

I was just outside

Keeping all this shit in

Never did I outcry

Exploding now

It’s about time

I was too grown

Never could I go downsize

Imma about ta pop the cork

Life I have battled for

Back when they would ridicule

This individual

Shit’s not subliminal

They have been the criminals

Broke in my mind and they took what’s inside

Taking my innocence, now I don’t give a shit

Walk up and say something watch me just flip the shit

Never gave a fuck about fucking bitch

Bottled it up and nah now it will pop

Bottled it up and nah now it will pop

Bottled it up and nah now it will pop

Bottled it up and nah now it will pop

Bottled it up and nah now it will pop

Bottled it up and nah now it will pop

Bottled it up and nah now it will pop

Bottled it up and nah now it will pop

Rearrange anatomies

Flipping off gravity

Laugh at me stab at me

Actually

Had to be badly beat

Do not know family

Agony tradies

Happening

Sadly be

Mad at me

After we

Had some peace

Fuck all you’re bandaging

Came in my life and then you had abandoned me

Bottled my anger and pity

I’m hoping that this shit is tasting that gritty

Cause I will feed it you

Seep it through you

Homie you will be feeling so cuckoo

This voodoo

Will chew you

And prove you

Can’t step in my shoes too

One of these days man I might go and snap

Therapists saying joe let go of that

I tell him so quickly I simply just can’t

Bottled it up yo i got a dope poison

This is what happens when hearing those voices