I Am Dead Lyrics

Cities breaking down on a camel's back Cities breaking down on a camel's back

Cities breaking down on a camel's back Cities breaking down on a camel's back

My room is getting darker, breaths are getting harder Problems getting larger, I wish I was born smarter

Light begins to dissipate, endings I anticipate Friendships don't participate, sentenced with a distant hate

Begging nonexistence, hey, things been getting shitty late I don't need your pity k?

Don't know why I feel like this, don't know why I'm real like this Maybe too much bottled and now it's about to pop

Hitting full throttle in hopes that I'm getting stopped Shots from a cop is not what I have gone and plot

If I'm getting stopped it's from a tree or from a rail or going off the fucking trail

Shattered glass, battered ass, chatters cast, sirens blast I have crashed, hit the dash, flames and ash, brain is smashed

Hate this bad, take this back, break this man, gave his hand Not a breath, not a tear, nothing left, not a fear

Stuck in time, fucked in mind, run and hide, Nuts I tried, bloody red, bloody mess, lovely death, I am dead

Cities breaking down on a camel's back

Cities breaking down on a camel's back Cities breaking down on a camel's back

Wake up in the hospital, I'm alive impossible After all this darkness light was in my fucking optical

I can't even speak, here's the motherfucking doctor though Getting philosophical, this is all illogical

I'mma live just stop it yo, overcoming obstacles Is something I don't do, I don't know what else to do

I've been stuck inside depression's, truth, fucker I've been telling you I'm leaving this damn planet

Man I hate it, I can't stand it, you will never fucking get it Man my life is so pathetic, everything and one's prosthetic

Man that ditch I wish I slept in, hell or heaven I don't give a fuck if it is down or up

Looking out this window man, I swear to god I'm about to jump I don't wanna breathe so get the air up out my lungs

I don't wanna think so smash my brain until it's chunks Taking out this heart because I don't know what is love

Ripping out my tongue cause all I taste is smoke and rum I don't want prescription drugs cause I will not be fixed

Put me with a therapist, I don't care to care for shit Ask me bout my life, where the fuck is there to start

Talk about my heart or my brains or my smarts Talk about relationships, just face it bitch it's fake as shit

Talk about betrayal and the ones who said I'd failed Guess that they were right, I'm losing my fight

I feel myself I'm floating, my empires corroding

Cities breaking down on a camel's back Cities breaking down on a camel's back

Cities breaking down on a camel's back Cities breaking down Cities breaking down