now i'm a ghost Lyrics

Trying to put it in the past

It happened all so fast

But these memories come back

I'm tired of these acts

And like I ain't even mad

Played it out so bad

And it was fun

Hell, I couldn't get enough

But it's fucked the way that I tore it down

I'm so selfish, wanna leave this town

And no one cares

Can't even tell my friends

Stuck inside this shame

And I've been lacking self control

Been going out

And I know you don't care at all

But I meant it

(Fuck)

And I've always wanted more

Than I could ever hold

Well it's easier said than done

Now I'm a ghost

I fucking hate

The way that you lay it on me

Said we'll try again

But you ain't reply

Burning up that bag

Got nowhere to hide

I think I'm going blind

Been cutting losses

Got to tying nooses

I can't explain all those fucking noises

It's been way too long

But I'm lacking choices

These wrongs corrode me

I'm so far from flawless

And I've been lacking self control

Been going out

And I know you don't care at all

But I meant it

(Fuck)

And I've always wanted more

Than I could ever hold

Well it's easier said than done

Now I'm a ghost

I fucking hate the way that you make me feel

For all I know

None of that was real

Got this snow inside my eyes

All this poison in my brain

It's all that gets me by

Fuck I'm running out of lies

And we all know that she's just the mistress

Fucking with my friends

Man, just mind your business

Think that I should quit it

But I lost the pieces

I'm getting tired of burning bridges

And I've been lacking self control

Been going out

And I know you don't care at all

But I meant it

(Fuck)

And I've always wanted more

Than I could ever hold

Well it's easier said than done

Now I'm a ghost