waiting for a miracle ft. Nonexistnt Lyrics

Yeah, my days are long

But my years are short

Can't tell if I'm bored, alone, or destined for the morgue

I'd walk a hundred miles just looking for a way to cope

Pessimist, yeah, I probably would just get lost

In my head, in my mind

In these empty roads

I can't see, I can't lie

I'm watching it all corrode

And all this pain keeps adding up, yeah

Fantasize, metaphoric suicide

Think back to the night

When everything was fine

Heart attack

This anxiety, I just can't get enough

Goodbyes on my nightstand

Send shivers down my spine

I got nowhere left to hide

Think I'm runnin' out of time

And I tried to change the outcome

But I can't move a muscle

One hit, one drink, yeah, I'm ready for the hospital

Frenemies and Hennessy got me so uneasy

I'm waiting for a miracle

Guess I'm just that miserable

Guess I'm just so miserable

Laying in this hospital bed

Every breath that I take just brings me closer to death

My vision's getting blurry

And I start to slur my words

I just hope that I find peace when they lay me in the dirt

'Cause my heart is growing weary

And my head is feeling heavy

I just can't calm down when it feels like you're against me

Bloodshot eyes in the night, I'm getting no sleep

Words you said, like a knife they cut me so deep

And it's fucked up how you treat me

How you said you wouldn't leave me

How you said you won't deceive me, now

I'm the one that's freezing

I'm the one that's freezing

I'm the one that's freezing

Think back to the night

When everything was fine

Heart attack

This anxiety, I just can't get enough

Goodbyes on my nightstand

Send shivers down my spine

I got nowhere left to hide

Think I'm runnin' out of time

And I tried to change the outcome

But I can't move a muscle

One hit, one drink, yeah, I'm ready for the hospital

Frenemies and Hennessy got me so uneasy

I'm waiting for a miracle

Guess I'm just that miserable