Junior Coder's Experiment Lyrics

I think that I hate myself much more than you realize

Confusing self obsession with love all the time

I hope there's a secret lesson in every experience

Even if it's all one junior coder's experiment

So I sit

And I yearn

And I try to keep my mouth closed

As I think about why I try to control every outcome

Of the choices debatably mine

Of the choices debatably mine

I've got a habit of keeping you waiting upstairs

Either my time is too precious or no one really cares

Swinging back and forth from the poles of illusion and common sense

Can you show me the difference between healthy debate and an argument?

So I sit

And I yearn

And I try to keep my mouth closed

As I think about why I try to control every outcome

In an age that's debatably mine

In an age that's debatably mine

My shoes are made of plastic and pain as I head to your door

I slither to your ottoman hoping you forgot what I said before

But we both know you have a photographic memory

So I hold you in the light in hopes that it exposes everything

So I sit

And I yearn

And I try to keep my mouth closed

As I think about why I try to control every outcome

In this life that's debatably mine

In this life that's debatably mine

In this life that's debatably mine

In this life that's debatably mine