unusual Lyrics

Call me weak

Pray for the meek

They don't follow

Finders seeks

You're supposed to leave

Me in the dirt

Left to hurt

Leave me to burn

What's to earn here?

What is the point

Why we all stay

Behind?

Hope isn't ready

Hope's in decline

Hoping is heavy

And hoping is a crime

If you want to stay alive

I know it's not the usual

For me to be so critical

Fall on my knees

Never repeat it

Always

Always

I know it's not the usual

For me to be so critical

Hoping to be

Never to see that day

That day

And I been trying to keep my

Head on straight

But know it always

Deviates

Not my fault

Baby I'm sorry

I'm not there enough

I don't care enough

I'm indifferent

To the hurt in us

I've been used

I've been abused

I don't act it out

I don't feel around

I don't notice when I'm feeling down

4 in the morning

I feel like I'm boring now

I feel like an asshole

I feel like I'm running down

Hills to the asphault

Smashed my phone now

Heading back home now

Trying to be alone

Trying see what's wrong

Why am I like this

Why can't I fight this

Oh

Why do I try

Why do I try

Why do I

Why do I try