ROT! Lyrics

That's a real cool way of acting different

Independent

You learned it from both your parents, I guess

It's not apparent

I hate your presence

And I been getting angry at the wall

So tall, so big and independent

I need a weapon

Or a pension

It's attention

Fuck off with the good and well intentions

It feels like you just want a mention or two

Threw up suggestions

I am a weapon

I feel an age now ending

I sense a cage ascending

Burrowing

Burrowing

I feel a god transcending over me

I feel god's blessing over me

Spite fills my lungs like a cigarette

Fuels me on but kills me in the process

I let it kill me

I give it power

It will devour me

Every hour

I hope I rot

I hope I rot again

I hope I rot

I hope I rot

I hope I

Constant on the breaking point

Ellipses when you can't avoid

Conversations

Take my home, my four walls

Destroy my life till the joke falls

Till it lands upright

Till I see the light

Till I see the light

Curse my namesake

I hate it

Oh good lord, have you forsaken?

I am but flesh and bone

A sinful home

The voices laughing and mocking me

"ye of little faith and mockery

This is your lot, now

This is your lot"

I hope I rot

I hope that I rot again

I hope I rot

I hope I rot

I hope I

My god has abandoned me

I find it's another thing

I must carry

It's so heavy

Surrendering my own wishes

It's humbling to be a witness

Cut into me

Carve your name in my skin

I hope I rot

(Bleeding from the eyes)

I hope I rot

(Dripping to my thighs)

I hope I rot

(Living not alive)

I hope I rot

I hope I rot

I hope I rot

(Bleeding from the eyes)

I hope I rot

(Dripping to my thighs)

I hope I rot

(Living not alive)

I hope I rot

I hope I rot

Hopeful of a better place

Despite knowing better

Where things get better

What do I say to you?

I wanna jump.