Jan 15th 2020 Lyrics

I made it to Matric

I did it with no assist

But now I'm dyin' inside

She left me in the abyss

I said "I'm dyin' inside"

I'm dyin' inside

I'm dyin' inside

I said "I'm dyin' inside"

I'm dyin' inside

I'm dyin' inside

I made it to

I was stressed like crazy (huh huh)

I used to fail a lot

Man it wasn't easy at all

I used to play a lot

And had to stop

Had change to my ways

Started putting in the work

Started doing this and that

I was stressed and I couldn't sleep at night

Bro guess what

And everything changed

Everything changed in 12th grade I started doing good

Everybody surprised I can't believe that this is you

Huh huh if you doubted me it's cool

Trust me hard work and patience is your best tool

All you have to do is just change your mindset

Quite complaining and start putting in the work

(Start putting in the)

Start putting in the work (oooowo)

I made it to Matric

I did it with no assist

But now I'm dyin' inside

She left me in the abyss

I said "I'm dyin' inside"

I'm dyin' inside

I'm dyin' inside

I said "I'm dyin' inside"

I'm dyin' inside

I'm dyin' inside

I made it to Matric

I did it with no assist

But now I'm dyin' inside

She left me in the abyss

I said I'm dyin' inside

I'm dyin' inside

I'm dyin' inside.

I said "I'm dyin' inside"

I'm dyin' inside

I'm dyin' inside

I made it to

Matric!

I got into the grade with no assist

But now I'm drownin' in work in the abyss

Can you help, can you help, can you please assist?

Me talkin' to myself in the abyss

Will I fail, will I fail? That's nonsense

I'll pass, I'll prevail, it's all sense

That makes sense...

I'm losin' sleep with these expectations

Dear Lord I need a revelation

Baby girl we need segregation

I need time to focus on myself

I'm an award winner I should focus on that

Two awards in the bag

But I still have stress on my back

I want 3 A's in my Bachelor's Pass

Geo and Life Science, I gotta study both I'm amphibious

'Cause I work hard I'm an idiot?

I'm hated, I'm a pariah

But I'll make it, I'm survivor

You got hatred in your saliva

3 or more A's I'm no liar

Rest In Peace to big homie John

I still can't believe that he's really gone

I study hard and I stay prepared

When I got my marks this is what I said

Soul

I made it to Matric

I did it with no assist

But now I'm dyin' inside

She left me in the abyss

I said "I'm dyin' inside"

I'm dyin' inside

I'm dyin' inside

I said "I'm dyin' inside"

I'm dyin' inside

I'm dyin' inside

I made it to Matric

I did it with no assist

But now I'm dyin' inside

She left me in the abyss

I said I'm dyin' inside

I'm dyin' inside

I'm dyin' inside

I said "I'm dyin' inside"

I'm dyin' inside

I'm dyin' inside

I made it to

Matric!

I've been droppin' good songs and gettin' good marks

I lost 2 months but I had good thought

Get off my game? Boy I should not

Getting good marks, makin' me proud

Getting good marks, makin' me smile

Getting good marks, killin' my doubt

Getting good marks, thank you Pam

Stayed on my toes, held my hand

She gave me shine, gave me growth

Fed my mind, fed my soul

She told me "Boy you're not a joke"

She gave me signs, gave me hope

Will I fail? I know I won't

I said I know I won't

Even though I gotta study through Covid

Its hard but I'll stay on my motives

Focus on what's important

And not what's potent

'Cause I'm old now I got a future to build

The syllabus is a tsunami

I'm gettin' rich with no Bugatti

I let light in my mind, I'm a pupil

Matric this year has been brutal

I got conflict I'm feudal

But quittin' at this point would be stupid

'Cause!

I made it to Matric

I did it with no assist

But now I'm dyin' inside

She left me in the abyss

I said "I'm dyin' inside"

I'm dyin' inside

I'm dyin' inside

I said "I'm dyin' inside"

I'm dyin' inside

I'm dyin' inside

I made it to Matric

I did it with no assist

But now I'm dyin' inside

She left me in the abyss

I said "I'm dyin' inside"

I'm dyin' inside

I'm dyin' inside

I said I'm dyin' inside

I made it to

You can love me, you can hate me

You'll die tryin' to chase me

Do whatever you'll still never break me

'Cause

I made it to Matric

I did it with no assist

But now I'm dyin' inside

She left me in the abyss

I made it to Matric

I did it with no assist

But now I'm dyin' inside

She left me in the abyss

I said "I'm dyin' inside"

I'm dyin' inside

I'm dyin' inside

I said "I'm dyin' inside"

I'm dyin' inside

I'm dyin' inside

I made it to Matric

I did it with no assist

But now I'm dyin' inside

She left me in the abyss

I made it to Matric

I did it with no assist

But now I'm dyin' inside

She left me in the abyss

I said "I'm dyin' inside"

I'm dyin' inside

I'm dyin' inside

I said "I'm dyin' inside"

I'm dyin' inside

I'm dyin' inside

I made it to Matric

I did it with no assist

But now I'm dyin' inside

She left me in the abyss

I made it to

I made it to Matric

I made it to Matric

I made it to Matric

I made it to Matric

I made it to Matric

I made it to Matric

I made it to Matric

I made it to Matric

I made it to Matric