It's Hard Enough Lyrics

It's hard enough trying to look me in my own face

And it's so tough trying to get her to communicate

It's hard enough carrying this weight on my shoulder blades

Can't take it but I'll just keep adding more anyway

It's hard enough trying to look me in my own face

And it's so tough trying to get her to communicate

It's hard enough carrying this weight on my shoulder blades

Can't take it but I'll just keep adding more anyway

Yeah, in my mind I'm a soldier and with time we get older

We all headed the same way with each second death gets closer

And it's so tough to open up but I just need me some closure

Write my pain on this page hoping they'll put me on a poster

And these kids can praise more false gods just like I did

It's the circle of Earth call it sin recycling

I been cursed since birth with this life I live

And with her I flirt get curved but I'll try again

I just need a good girl to come and cure this loneliness

Not someone to just fuck and turn up with I have had hundreds of them

But I don't want to ruin her life by sharing my demons

So I would advise turn this off now before you get spiraling

In a dark hole man this world is so cold

And I come from the snow thinking about time or death or both

Trying to live in the moment but it don't matter no

Intellectual although sometimes I think its better not to know, woah

That's why I turn the music louder so I can't hear my thoughts

Rap has done more for this white boy than what I could have asked for

So I say thanks to the greats replacing "the" voice with "a" voice

And I could name them off but they know who they are besides

It's hard enough trying to look me in my own face

And it's so tough trying to get her to communicate

It's hard enough carrying this weight on my shoulder blades

Can't take it but I'll just keep adding more anyway

It's hard enough trying to look me in my own face

And it's so tough trying to get her to communicate

It's hard enough carrying this weight on my shoulder blades

Can't take it but I'll just keep adding more anyway

Yeah, to be honest, I'm sorry