Never Goodbye (Demo 10) Lyrics

Fold down your hands

Give me a sign

Put down your lies

Lay down next to me

Don't listen when I scream

Bury your doubts and fall asleep

Find out

I was just a bad dream

Yeah, Yeah

See I've never had a girl like you before

Pick up the phone, it's late, but It ain't no booty call (nah)

You got a man, I respect that, but to be yours

I needed to dive in, not trek back, it's New Year's tomorrow

We had a history back at the age of nine, we dated for a while, was my first kiss

Thru' college always sat together through subtle hints, be lowkey flirting and shit

That sappy love story, but damn, that ass was fine

Started mentioning me and her together, I was insecure

What was she saying when my self-doubt was truly raw

Time passed a couple years, gone like a snap (yup)

We started talking that night, how our love life was trash

Gave me a good reason to chat like before,

And with the open relo', shit was bound to hit the floor

I tried to ignore, in my heart, I felt so much more than he did

She ended it and said

Let the bed (bed)

Sheet's (sheet's)

Soak up my tears (soak up my tears)

And watch the only way out (way out)

Disappear

For neither ever, nor

Never Goodbye (goodbye, goodbye, goodbye)

For neither ever, nor

Never Goodbye (yea)

You see, shit was crazy, the benefits I had to push it back

Cause she was just like me, sadly a fucking wreck

She told me everything about him, the "class act"

How he would message his ex and call her "a snack"

How they were talking about fucking behind the girl's back'

The tears would roll down her face

See, this is how I could relate to the pain, cause the same shit had happened to me

Connecting through the misery was something that I didn't see was wrong at the time

We found love of horror inside, blinded by the fucking scars left behind (yup)

So when we'd have a problem we'd both freeze up

Throw defensive guards up, It's this or the highway, need it my way

We 9 months in and all we think about is leaving

So I cut the rope, that's so toxic, but I'm dreaming

Cause we could never just be alone, we'd always stay together

I promised her a better life, but my worth ain't alright

Yeah, the honeymoon stage damn dissipated like space (yuh)

You're moving in now, oh, we in each other's face (oh)

We hate to love each other now, lions in the cage

Everything changed from then on, started to be a rifle

We would pop off at each other with lack of trust

Both just reading each other's messages, was being a rightful

Shit, they surely like you, too insecure to not give a fuck, to think

We were so good together at one point, then in a flash of lightning, we're gone

Thunder in choice

That was how the cycle started thought I was giving you pain,

You'd be better off until we broke the chain again

And with a baby on the way, now it's never goodbye

It's fucking crazy thinking an option for me was suicide

My only way out of your grip, that tighten every fucking night

So we'll just lye alone again and

Let the bed (yuh)

Sheet's

Soak up my tears (soak up my tears)

And watch the only way out (way out)

Disappear (disappear) yeah

For neither ever, nor

Never Goodbye

For neither ever, nor

Never Goodbye

Just wasn't working out

You say we just weren't either meant to be

Or it was the wrong time in life

And I'm sorry