Heavy Little Things Lyrics

I'm in my bed but I can't sleep

'Cause I see bears inside my dreams

They're beautiful 'til they growl

The floor is lava I might sink

I haven't left my room for weeks

I know I should've by now

Am I holding on to heavy little things

Or are they holding on to me?

So sad

I got everything that ever mattered

And I'm drowning in it

No one feels bad

For a princess locked inside her tower

But she's dying in it

Oh I understand

I know it's hard to see

All these heavy little things

I miss my dad but I can't call

Sometimes I don't miss him at all

But I feel guilty when I do

The sun goes down

Fifty seems colder

Twenty five seems so much older

When I'm up in my head and I'm

So sad

I got everything that ever mattered

And I'm drowning in it

No one feels bad

For a princess locked inside her tower

But she's dying in it

Oh I understand

I know it's hard to see

All these heavy little things

I take 'em with my morning tea

I feel 'em when he looks at me

I hear 'em in the songs I sing

I see 'em in my dreams

They find me when I'm happiest

They exist to make me a mess

They're creeping into everything

These heavy little things

I'm in my bed but I can't sleep

It weighs a ton but I'm floating

Somewhere far away I hope

So sad

I got everything that ever mattered

But I can't carry it all

No one feels bad

For a princess locked inside her tower

But I don't want to see her fall

And if I'm holding on to heavy little things

If I'm holding on to heavy little things

If I'm holding on to heavy little things

Can I still hold on to me?