suffering Lyrics

I've thrown aside my worries

But the cares they bite me back

I'm taking twenty vitamins a day

For the iron I lack

I don't need food I don't need sleep

Don't tell me that I'm wrong

I don't know what I'm doing

But can you please just play along

My head is made of flowers

And my body made of steel

Cause I can't think

Can't hear can't feel

They say

A picture's worth a thousand words

But I disagree

I can't imagine anything

Cause I can't see

I won't break the ice though what else

Is there to do

Cause suffering in silence is better

Than suffering with you

So I jumped out with a parachute

But the ground caught me off guard

Karma for the rules I break

The ones I disregard

I can feel the tension rising

What fate is worse than this

Stuck between the ones I love

And the ones I miss

My head is made of shrubbery

And my body made of stone

Cause I can't for the life of me

Reap what I have sown

They say

A picture's worth a thousand words

But I disagree

I can't imagine anything

Cause I can't see

I won't break the ice though what else

Is there to do

Cause suffering in silence is better

Than suffering with you

I try to sink and never float

Cause my head is underwater

I'm here by choice by my own hand

I'm a lamb sent into slaughter

I'm aware of my own body

I can feel beneath my skin

I can wash away my insecurities

But can't wash away my sin

They say

A picture's worth a thousand words

But I disagree

I can't imagine anything

Cause I can't see

I won't break the ice though what else

Is there to do

Cause suffering in silence is better

Than suffering with you