Not Asleep Lyrics

Oh you better watch me closely

Like a fiend in a store

I lie cheat and steal I'm not feeding the poor

I might get caught with a knife while you bleed on the floor

And shake my head like not mine never seen that before

In the way I would say I wore a condom I swear

Dressed in some clothes that Osama would wear

I get drunk off the beat like a bottomless beer

Do we have a problem right here

Those close to me usually say don't start

But I'm coming at your neck like blow darts

This is not enough progress got all of these bars

They don't seem to connect though to what's on the charts

So I'm feeling incomplete

Down loathing

Those who succeeds with the sound of em moaning

I loathe their fans who don't respect the skill

At least I'm not getting fucked by some record deal

Listen to the radio and hear how a whore moans

Sounds like they're lacking some hormones

So many pain killers you can't understand em'

One after the other all riding in tandem

So who am I supposed to listen to, you

I'm already missing a screw can't afford to lose two

How they took over this game I really have no clue

You could say I'm a hater and it's probably true

What's left of my old devices

Now I'm in deep

I'm dreaming of paradises

But I'm not asleep

Yeah I'm single but sorry I ain't got time for you baby

Once I release my first single and two albums then maybe

But that probably won't happen till' I'm sitting at eighty

In a retirement home forgot your name was it Katie

Doped up on meds I should probably get now

I should probably quit lying but I don't know how

It's exhausting trying to keep track of every lie

I'm even lying to myself but I've never asked why

But I might spit some real stuff just to see who relates

That's one way to separate the real from the fakes

But I see less and less people willing to admit their mistakes

I see ideas placed in your head that you copy and paste

Bit I digress

Probably to distract you I guess

I don't even think about it as I take all you possess

It's second nature and yes I don't feel any stress

I just follow those instincts I don't need em' repressed

What's left of my old devices

Now I'm in deep

I'm dreaming of paradises

But I'm not asleep