Buried (Dexter's Story) Lyrics

Oh this music was supposed to be my therapy

It's stressing me out tho and I'm losing it terribly

You love me now but I'm sure you'd wanna bury me

If you knew what I was up to you'd probably kill us both

I could be lost and never found and still provoke

Did it again I never learn

I lost it only for a second now I'm at the point of no return

Can't risk anyone running their mouth begin to talk about me

I live in the shadows I know there's something off about me

I have a problem I have to deal with straight away

Everyone and everything else can wait another day

You don't wanna join in on my night time activities

It helps me with the stress and in dealing with my enemies

The answer could be something else I do the only thing I know that helps

Me keep it together I keep it to myself

Can't let anyone in on what I do at night time

You'd see me as a monster even if I fight crime

There's a debt to pay

A prize on judgment day

Buried in the ground there's no turning back now

Buried in the ground there's no turning back now

I knew this is who I would become there was never any doubt

My foster father knew who I was and led me down this route

He said I was traumatized but never told me why

Said my parents died in a car crash so who am I

I like seeing blood and lifeless eyes

Watch the light go out of em' after my knife just slides

But I never really knew how I was made this way

All he said was I was traumatized it left my mind in disarray

Didn't even know I had a brother who went through the same as me

Until he initiated a deep repressed memory

Forced it to surface cause when I was three

I witnessed my mother get chopped up you see

In a shipping container by drug dealers with a chainsaw

Both of us left there for 3 days in the rain fall

Of blood everywhere while we were starving holding hands

Then they found and separated us like some bands

Couldn't believe he never told me this and about my real father

Living right up the highway but why bother

I am who I am my darkness isn't going anywhere

So who cares about the why the what and the when and where

There's a debt to pay

A prize on judgment day

Buried in the ground there's no turning back now

Buried in the ground there's no turning back now