I've Found Help (Radio Edit) Lyrics

Hey God, it's me again, your black sheep

This journey I began to walk is kinda working for me

Atleast it kinda feels that way, anyway

Turns out I was a co-dependent broken vessel with a masked face

I hurt alot of people, I hope they can forgive me for it

Put em in a bad space and yet I'm the one healing for it

Hope they can find there way

Takes a man to admit mistakes

I want to be a better man

Than the one you've come to know today

You know I wonder bout your son Jesus

Was he really all love

Or just slow to want to put on them gloves

I observe human behavior and I can't imagine

He willingly took that long beat to the cross Just to shoulder shrug

Let your will be done any way I guess

Is that what you want from us,

To rep religion to death

Relationships, I feel is something you must be present to do

With you it's what I wanted

And also something I never knew

But looky, took me a while, I'm done playing hooky

Resentment in my heart cause I prayed and felt you over looked me

But I think I understand now

Faith with out works is nothing but a man child

Howling at the moon

Buckle up this gone be a long ride

I been stuck but it's time that I fly

I forgive you for the hurt in my life

My life, Its whats been holding me back

I wanna know forgiveness

I want to be a witness

And be about my business, Yeah

But it ain't gone be easy

Please take it easy on me, on me

(Test you empathy)

Kodak Moments I'm smiling typical

After the flash it gets critical

That little piece of film is so memorable

But it lies, look closer you can see the pain living in his eyes

Ridiculed by my creator, I felt Frankensteined

Stfu about your God cause you don't know my life

Been a victim of violent, violations, just to be vilified

Christ went from that's my savior to being criminalized

Its criminal, questioning you over a hundred times

If that's true, then tell me yourself, cause I feel that's a lie

I Guess that I'm your rebellious child

Made in your image guess ill say it loud

Lets buckle up its gone be a long ride

Buckle up this gone be a long ride

I been stuck but it's time that I fly

I forgive you for the hurt in my life,

My life, Its whats been holding me back

I wanna know forgiveness

I want to be a witness

And be about my business, Yeah

But it ain't gone be easy

Please take it easy on....

I done been through alot of hurt and pain

You supposed to know it all, you made everything

I wonder how you sit and watch me

In this heavy rain

I struggled through life religiously and you were to blame

Every sunday service your good all the time

Guess how I feel is normal, I'll mask it, I'm fine

I learned fear in church i guess im burning for my sins

I feel manipulated this is where our journey ends

And another begins

I still believe in you, but now I got a different perspective

We all got some God in us, were you as a collective

I went searching for answers, turns out I'm quite the detective

What I discovered for me just so happens to be affective

I been viewing you wrong all along cause man taught me

Ego's over shadow the message and it gets sloppy

If you ever want to know God for yourself

Get entuned with the nature of yourself

Drop the ego, your God bodied

Learn forgiveness, the first on that list should be yourself

Admit that you know nothing, trust me it's good for your health

Faith can't live in a space where you know

So stop pretending we know

One thing that I know, is that it doesn't help

All things God can not be measured

We love, love, you are love

Our Ego's make that selective

Tell a homo you love them then shame them for there selection

Then tell em to repent as if it's for there protection

That isn't love, I learned I wasn't loving correctly

Is it practical for something unmeasurable to be transactional

Because Unconditional it didn't exist in my mind

Now it's something I'm on a mission to find

I forgive you for the hurt and the pain

All the guilt and the shame

Every lie that was taught through a prophet

And the blame

You were here all along, it was us that done changed

Children are innocent but with knowledge so does our brains

We lose the sense of God in us because the world sounds better

But he never leaves, you can reach for his hand when ever

We are him, connected through his love we are tethered

And now let's try to treat each other better

Say less

What ever you need, you Got it, We all got some God in us

Faith without works is dead, make a effort and be relentless

Never give up on yourself because our work is never finished

The devils always busy if you let him be a menace

These days I try to be thankful and stay positive

Engage with the people around me

I got a lot to give

Jesus did the same he didn't give any promises

Just something to believe in, helping to build there confidence

And It wasn't about the ultimate prize to see heaven

Many of choose a religion to try and seek heaven

I believe that only genuine people will see heaven

Those that know, they have to be heaven to see heaven

Choose love