Struggling Lyrics

I been struggling

My pockets ain't empty but ain't bubbling

All I know is hard times and hustling

I can feel the world around me crumbling

I try to get ahead but I keep fumbling

And niggas still try me so we rumbling

Demons rock my boat I hear them mumbling

I'm praying for a peace of mind but its troubling

Walls has got my back it's what Im up against

Flag talking, pistols sparking, just another sin

Niggas die everyday and get sent to the pin

My people get knocked down but we get up again

We trying to live right they don't want us to win

Got a college degree and I'm forced to settle in

Got me questioning life is it my melanin

I'm Just sick of being tired and ain't no medicine

I been struggling

My pockets ain't empty but ain't bubbling

All I know is hard times and hustling

I can feel the world around me crumbling

I try to get ahead but I keep fumbling

And niggas still try me so we rumbling

Demons rock my boat I hear them mumbling

I'm praying for a peace of mind but its troubling

Any Jewelry that I wear took me alot to get

I'm outside with the Debo's, I ain't tucken shit

A nigga run up on J, he gone meet God quick

I'm unloading the thirty, cause I ain't throwing bricks

I'm really sad I ain't gone hold you

I stopped faking smiles, just cause I felt I was supposed to

And I apologized to my niggas, don't mean to ghost ya

I exile myself when I don't want to impose ya

I don't want to bring you down, when im down, although your down

Learned to treed on my own, so it's on me if I drown

But I ain't gone down that easy cause I'm a soulja

And I understand life ain't no different than rollercoasters

Momma says the word is all ill ever need

Pops said I'll make it big if I could just believe

But I got so much doubt that I think it's killing me

Its kinda acting on its own, it's like a whole disease

But I don't think you understand me

I been struggling

My pockets ain't empty but ain't bubbling

All I know is hard times and hustling

I can feel the world around me crumbling

I try to get ahead but I keep fumbling

And niggas still try me so we rumbling

Demons rock my boat I hear them mumbling

I'm praying for a peace of mind but its troubling

I been struggling

Fumbling

I can feel the world around me crumbling