iLL Mentally Lyrics

Nigga said I'm mentally ill, Naa b

I'm really ill mentally, You see

Seeing through another man's eyes, before he dies

You'll soon realize, is meant for the wise

And digging up the past, to put a nigga on blast

Gotta be the cruelest thing that you could do

I hate hearing the are you OK line out the bleu

And the shallow hugs that follow

Did you even ask what makes my soul hollow

Don't kill my vibe mellow

NYC is the place to be in my lucid

Dreams, until I fall off that beam

Horror story so it seems, Naa i'm just sowing

These lyrical Utopian jean seams

Some say spirit hip hop excellence

I'm just hoping to be a man of influence

But I keep tripping and falling

Then flopping and folding, then locking and loading

Not following my own advice, what a heavy price

With every trip a mind heist

Siren lullabies calling me to entice

Another trip in a flashing whip Jesus christ

Can't dry my red tear stained eyes

Cuffs steady cutting my wrists real tight

Authorities blocking me from the light

Priorities mixed in this never ending fight

But I'm only human dawg

Let me run life at my own pace in a jog

I'm at a loss, my mental forest been logged

Imma always preach that faith, I got God

Jay was like I don't pray to God, I pray to Goddie

If I wasn't raised right, I woulda caught a body

Shout out to the dukes, spirit bear was no fluke

When life gave me a spook, who gave me a roof

And some food, And raised my mood

Shout out to the reer, inshallah naf dheeer yeah

Shout out to the reer, inshallah naf dheeer