Permanent Scars ft. Czarjulius Lyrics

Smoking that loud untill i'm seeing double

Never really getting out of trouble

Acting like a street rat rebel

Hood rats trying to pop me like a bubble

Doing donuts in them empty lots

Burning tires out untill they hot

Running from them dirty ops

Thinking of my future, guess not

Cornered in a motel, tears and dripping snot

Counting the seconds untill I hear the shots

Voices at the door and them hard knocks

Saying my prayers as the clock tic tocks

Type of shit will leaves permanent scars

Anxiety smoking my lungs full of tar

So high reaching them bright stars

Would've been the first mali to touch Mars

Permanent scars, lasting forever

Memories hurt, forgetting never

Mistakes of the past, a reminder

Gotta fix my karma, be kinder

Permanent scars, lasting forever

Anxiety attacks hitting me whenever

Keep moving forward, horsepower blinders

This the story of the hood's biggest grinder

Driving nowhere for miles so far

Actin a fool, wilding out, going hard

Facing an army of red, white and blue cars

Hoping bullets won't penetrate these iron bars

Gotta push the engine till it cries

Nows not the time to think of after life

Quick thinking time to use my wit

Them clowns were on my tail, can't quit

Cross em whips like i'm running ball

I pray to god please don't let me fall

Nightmares, from when I was small

Do I reach for the phone one last call

On patrol duty, up all night

Ski masks lurking looking for a fight

Zero sleep made it through still alive

Thank God back to OT as I arrived

Permanent scars, lasting forever

Memories hurt, forgetting never

Mistakes of the past, a reminder

Gotta fix my karma, be kinder

Permanent scars, lasting forever

Anxiety attacks hitting me whenever

Keep moving forward, horsepower blinders

This the story of the hoods biggest grinder

Touch down from Pluto block hot like March madness

Had to hustle hard smoke the gas to kill the sadness

Locked inside my mind found a way to break the latches

Like paul all alone in the deserts on arrakis

But now we doing fine live a life they can't imagine

I don't need the jewelry or the gwap to keep me happy

All about the fams we could get it out a Camry

I remember all we had was noodles in the pantry

Can of tuna couple eggs I'm good with nothing fancy

Got my whole life ahead but pressure got me antsy

The doubt creep into my mind like it's brain cancer

New years party turn up popping bottles with the dancers

Flyer than a eagle with the heart of a black panther

Got to fight my demons cuz my true nature is sinful

You'd think I'd have a lot of friends it's really just a handful

I'm dropping on their heads like a bugs bunny anvil

Try to show you my roots I couldn't clear the sample

Tried to light the torch they try to make me an example

Can't run from any shootout they gon hit you in the ankles

Scars all over my heart it's hard not to be resentful

Permanent scars, lasting forever

Memories hurt, forgeting never

Mistakes of the past, a reminder

Gotta fix my karma, be kinder

Permanent scars, lasting forever

Anxiety attacks hitting me whenever

Keep moving forward, horsepower blinders

This the story of the hoods biggest grinder