Blessed ft. Beatrice Lyrics

Blessed (Blessed, blessed)

Yeah I know I'm blessed

But still dropping tears in the shower

I'm depressed, Yeah I been stressed

But God prioritized my blessings

And shipped them express

My happiness not rooted

In the things that I possess

But ask me if it's bout the money

And the answer's yes (Yes, yes)

The truth is, I'm obsessed

I rather be, sad be with a bag

Than happy and then in debt

Soft piano keys prep the canvas like Picasso

I'm Stuck to code like Da Vinci

Hussein Leonardo

Searching for ways to ease the pain, breeds sorrow

Would've stayed home today

If I knew you'd leave tomorrow

Suffering from dysphagia

That pride so hard to swallow

All these watches I purchased

And still no time to borrow

Tryna navigate through life

But that map is so hard to follow

But I'm finding comfort

In parking lots of the Wells Fargo

Practicing stoicism

Applauded for my bravado

Avoiding alcohol

Cuz no message was in the bottle

12 Years old

I wrecked my mama's Eldorado

Then fast forward

To the foreign sitting on Forgiatos

My Guitar case got a drum in it

Like Desperado

So when I say What's Poppin

No reference to Jack Harlow

Listen closely

You can hear the cries from my soul

Some places God didn't want me in

Disguised as my goals

Get off on the next exit

No more turns on this road

Don't act off of no rumor

Go confirm what was told

Assess the situation

Weigh the cons with the pros

If all else fails

It's a gun with a rose

Obsessed with control

Oppressed and opposed

Bet it all on myself

With no regrets to disclose

I plan to win

Come out on top

That's the expectation

I don't play but I got shooters

Waiting for recreation

The stripes you see me with

I earned, this ain't no decoration

Self-evidential truths, this ain't no declaration

Of independence, well depending on your education

The type of shit

That John seen in the Book of Revelations

PTSD, the Dr. Give me medication

I stop breathing when I sleep

It's leading to deprivation

I was forced to take the stairs

But still elevated

Get on these beats

And then I eat like I made reservations

What's understood don't need an explanation

Had to pull the plug on my mama

And tell the Dr. no resuscitation

Staring through the glass in devastation

Watching her transformation

Questioning everything I ever had faith in

No smiles on the recent pictures

That you see my face in

Before you judge

Make sure you allow me to plead my case then

We moved to Washington

The Dr. called and said

Your mom is incapacitated

We need permission to put your dad on hospice

No other options

I wonder if he died alone

No visitation

He passed before I arrived at home

Just before my mom

9 Days prior

She asked me how he was?

She asked me if he died?

I told her he ok, knowing that I lied

I was only tryna save you, Ma I swear I tried

The Dr. told me it was best

Given your condition

We tried waiting til you got better

But then you didn't

Crying

How is your daddy doing?

Yeah.

I said, how your daddy doing?

Huh? He o, He doing ok

Are you sure?

Huh? Am I sure?

Yes

Um umph

He don't sound alive

The way you said that

Huh?

I said, he don't sound alive

The way you said that

He still living ain't he?

Yea

Why they got it so cold in here?

Nurse, You cold?