In The Cold Lyrics

Leave me in the cold

That's alright with me

Fell into the mirror trying to find my eyes

Now I'm staring at my fears that I tried to hide

Used to be happy being sad

Cause I usually don't feel nothing

When I feel good I feel bad

Cause I'm not used to feeling something

Rays of shade coming through my blinds

Feeling like a razor blade cutting on my mind

I can't help but think this just ain't how it's designed

But there just ain't no map to what I'm truly trying to find

Start off asking what if then you start asking how

Next thing then you did it and you asking what now

Stuck in a vicious cycle where moving up brings you down

Then you look around and realize you were happier lost than found

Distant

I was feeling distant

It's a new day but I already missed it

See the world turning but don't feel it for an instant

Why am I numb but my heart still twisted

Leave me in the cold

That's alright with me yeah

I been here

When will good be good enough

I don't need to run away anymore

This is what it means to live

Am I strong because I'm weak but I'm still here

Or am I weak because I'm strong but I still fear

I don't know how to feel I've got the drive but I can't steer

I'm both feet on the gas staring at the rear view mirror

I been out my mind for a whole lot of days

Didn't really care how I just wanted to escape

I don't really want to keep running away

If I don't make a change in the distance I'll stay

I can't give up on myself

I pulled my mind out of hell

Found out heaven ain't how I thought it'd be so back down I fell

Did it again and again

Many times thought I would win

Look at the time where's it went

Most valuable thing I've spent

I ain't gonna go down easy

I came for the fight the war

And no I ain't making no treaty

I went through all this to be me

Pour my soul into my work hoping I never spill

Got my foot into the door but sacrificed my heel

I speak my mind and hope that it makes a message

Say I'm looking for the answers but I like staring at questions

Leave me in the cold

That's alright with me yeah

I been here

When will good be good enough

I don't need to run away anymore

This is what it means to live

Leave me in the cold

That's alright with me yeah

I been here

When will good be good enough

I don't need to run away anymore

This is what it means to live