Who Is Me? Lyrics

I been going through some problems

Gotta solve 'em

Going way back to the bottom

Not an option

Looking for a spot but I don't fit in the top one

I got a lot that's been weighing on my conscience

I got two sides and they wrestle

This is the Hyde to my Jekyll

Losing my mind in this vessel

Who will be me if I fall asleep

I don't know what I ever saw in me

Constant mental cacophony

Cognitive dissonance on my back all throughout my odyssey

Owe myself an apology

But can't be sorry honestly

Cause then who would be me

I'm a paradoxical oddity

I introspect tryna find a solution but I

Just reject my answers too convoluted

I should take the trash out with all this mental pollution

But to where down in the dumps that is not retribution

Scared of dying but I'm more scared to live though

I'd pull up in a limo just to flee out the window

Tired of trying to check boxes for bingo

Wish I set the bar lower but I'd still be in limbo

Always a wannabe but all I wanna be is me

I hide in my own shadow and hope that they don't see

I surf my own coattails I'm behind but I'm free

But when the coat rips which me will I be

I been going through some problems

Gotta solve 'em

Going way back to the bottom

Not an option

Looking for a spot but I don't fit in the top one

I got a lot that's been weighing on my conscience

I got two sides and they wrestle

This is the Hyde to my Jekyll

Losing my mind in this vessel

Who will be me if I fall asleep

I need a boost that'll make me feel like a man again

Lately I ain't had an identity been mannequin

I been panicking might change sides like I was Anakin

But once they get the plans together I'll prolly just cancel em

Slowly floating sitting in my boat I'm losing hope

Cause gently down the stream don't work for me I need the globe

And I won't let anybody throw me a rope

Made up my mind that I have to do this on my own

I'm really the only person who I want to prove wrong

That more times I choose right than I do wrong

That I'm worth the air I breath cause nobody lives too long

That the pain is really worth it even though one day I'll be gone

Never had an ocean of self esteem you see

I'm pretty used to being a puddle of tears that dream

And when the sun beams on me I'm turning to steam

Always thought I could take the heat but all's not how it seems

I been going through some problems

Gotta solve 'em

Going way back to the bottom

Not an option

Looking for a spot but I don't fit in the top one

I got a lot that's been weighing on my conscience

I got two sides and they wrestle

This is the Hyde to my Jekyll

Losing my mind in this vessel

Who will be me if I fall asleep

Who will be me if I fall asleep

Who will be me if I fall asleep