Creaky Floorboards Lyrics

Let's just skip over everything that happened till now

Cause I need to get straight to the point

I'm bruised and I'm roadworn

Losing grip on my religion

But You're still the reason for me

You're God of the in-betweens

I think I'm thinking too much

Reading all the wrong books

Cause these doubts pile high in the night

Hear the floorboards wrestle beneath my

Wrestling heart, mind, and soul, how they fight

But maybe I'm meant for these drawn-out nights

Where I doubt everything I can stand

Cause these chinks in my armor are refracting Your light

And revealing the colors within

If I can't hold fast, well it's you that does the holding

It's not me that holds you, that's reversed

So, I'll trust that when doubts start assailing these walls

That they'll hold like they have from the first

So, I'll stare down Nietzsche and take every blow

After all, didn't you do the same?

And may my failures of mind

Be a chance for the light

Of your wisdom to glory your name

May these questions be worship

Like Jacob of old

As I wrestle with You through the night

If he who wrestles with God is the one God has chosen

Then these doubts leave no doubt in my mind

Oh, these doubts leave no doubt in my mind