Know I Will Lyrics

I'm pacing the floor again

Trying to understand

If I feel this guilt because I'm bad

Or just cause I'm scared

The path ahead scares me

The alternative's deadly

So why does this call to freedom

Only leave me scared and running

From good reason?

Quick, call the ambulance, and get em here fast

Cause I'm about to do something I'm gonna regret

Oh, I know that I know I will

But I don't know I will

I'm starting to wake up

I have some good days, now

But I am still weighed down

By the things I regret

Write these words on my forehead

That I may never forget

That every shadowed night ends giving way

To holy daybreak, I can make it

Quick, call the ambulance, and get em here fast

Cause I'm about to do something I'm gonna regret

Oh, I know that I know I will

But I don't know I will

I've been hating myself; it leaves me asking if

I could be both so broken

And so made in an image

Oh, I know that I know I am

But I don't know I am

Quick, call the ambulance, and get em here fast

Cause I'm about to do something I'm gonna regret

Oh, I know that I know I will

But I don't know I will

I've been hearing of hope like a song on the breeze

Called in notes carried off from a faraway king

And I know that He knows I bleed

Cause He bleeds here with me

O Lord, what you say, well I do believe

So God, help my unbelief

Hold on, think twice before you shoot to kill

Cause there's some blood in these veins

And it's worth pumping still

Hold on, think twice before you write me off

Cause there's some life in these bones

It's undeniable