MEDICINE ft. JDR Lyrics

Momma said that I'm not normal

But that's what makes me different yuh

Kuz I don't wanna be perfect no

I just wanna be who I am

I really don't wanna to take my meds

Cause it just makes me feel depressed

More than I already am

But I don't wanna dig right in that mess

I always keep my smile on

But right inside its much different

I would tell you my problems

But I just don't want to be a nuisance

Yes you tell me a lot I can open up

But something inside doesn't want me to

I'm full of rage and many things

But that's just what bipolar will do

Take my meds then lose my mind

I don't wanna keep talking all the time

Bout the same shit that's going on

Especially when we did drugs for fun

But I'm a new guy that's all behind

Something that I still can't find

Wish I could just keep moving on

But sometimes I wonder if I'm lost

Don't wanna keep hiding too long

So I'll just vent thru my songs

Y'all hating on me and all of my work

It's always bout asses and bitches that twerk

Or about flexing chains and diamond rings

But I just wanna keep doing my thing

Yeah you got cash but not all of us do

But that's why we try to make it on thru

I'm inhaling smoke

So fast I don't even know

Whether the air in my lungs is O2 or CO2

But I can't stop

It feels too good just to drop it

My lungs might explode like a bottle rocket

But, there ain't no help for me to get

They say there's medicine for how I feel

They say just to take it for me to be real

Be the real me, they say

But if there real me is already here

Then it's just honesty

And there's no need to fear

What I am or what I become

The one who walks alone

Is fine by their one

I sent smoke to the air

It'll rise to the sun

I'm glad I'm not the kinda one

To be smoking a gun

I'm glad I'm keeping the danger

Keeping it for fun

Cause the smoke in my lungs

Is the way I run

Take my meds then lose my mind

I don't wanna keep talking all the time

Bout the same shit that's going on

Especially when we did drugs for fun

But I'm a new guy that's all behind

Something that I still can't find

Wish I could just keep moving on

But sometimes I wonder if I'm lost

Don't wanna keep hiding too long

So I'll just vent thru my songs

Y'all hating on me and all of my work

It's always bout asses and bitches that twerk

Or about flexing chains and diamond rings

But I just wanna keep doing my thing

Yeah you got cash but not all of us do

But that's why we try to make it on thru