Like Nde Titani Lyrics

There we were, with our backs against the wall, looking at each other like: eeeh boys! Nde titani?

There I was, back to square uno; with more Qs than As, like nde titani?

None of their brains could comprehend what I had just told them; it was as if the story had been narrated in Italian

They all knew she was my day uno; yet here I was asking questions like: nde titani?

Maybe I should simply forgive; but if I do, do I let go or not; like nde titani?

Maybe it's time I believed it was best for me to simply keep dreaming

Maybe I shouldn't have been quick to wake up, I should I've simply kept sleeping

I shouldn't have told everyone the Almighty had my prayers answered

I should have simply sat back and watch life unfold

I should have simply pretended that between us, nothing was really happening

Baby girl has always been better than me, at least that's what I've always believed

She's always been more committed, trust me it's what they've always seen, not just believed

Baby girl has been to church more than I have; I know it's more than something that I've simply believed

She's led more than a dozen prayer sessions; a prayer warrior in the eyes of her followers is how she's lived

Baby has chaired more than just a single committee; you gotta believe me, she's been more than just committed

You know how much I loved her bruh!

My eyes still get wet whenever I talk about her

She came in at my darkest hour; she was my shining star

My head aches whenever my mind reminds me of how broken my heart still is

Like nde titani; do I keep her or not? I wished I had options I could pick from with ease

Eeeh boys! I don't even know where to start from

I honestly never expected her to have been meeting him at such an hour; no! Not in his room!

I never thought he could ever spend the night with her; nah bruh! Not in her room!

To me, they were simply workmates; the guy was simply helping her make headway with her attachments

You gotta believe me, I trusted her; the guy was nothing but her mentor, I never doubted any of her statements

I remember how we used to tell each other we were truly destined to be together for the rest of our lives

I mean, before attachments separated us, we both said we would fight so hard to keep our relationship alive

Now I feel like I'll later blamed for the death of the relationship; I gotta decide whether or not I'm gonna stay

It's crazy how she was the one who used to tell me we gotta stay pure till the night of our wedding day

I thought guys were the only ones struggling with their sexuality, fighting hard to keep it all together on a daily

I honestly couldn't believe my ears

I didn't perceive it: the mention of her name flooding my eyes with tears

But her classmate had me convinced it was her she had seen under covers

Her mentor's roommate agreed; my girl was the reason he was often forced to spend the night elsewhere, excusing 'em lovers

Yet during that time, I never expected anything, I thought she was behaving herself; honestly, I was simply unaware

She had me believing she was often just working late hours

She at times told me she was with her mentor, yet I never thought it could turn this sour

Yet here we are, back from 'em attachment, with me standing between a rock and a hard place

One more semester and we'll be out of this place

Yet I simply ain't sure of what to do next, like nde titani?

Do I forgive her?

If I do, do I still keep her?

Believe me, on a daily I'm being killed by this thought

Galanta can't just walk out of this place the way he walked in bruh, nah!

Besides the hons, at least he needs someone he can call dear

But the confusion, the confusion is currently so overwhelming

If I forgive her, how do I trust her; what if she keeps pretending?

If I forgive her but decide to drop her, for a better girl how long do I keep waiting?

Plus, do you really expect me to get another one from church, so my heart keeps breaking?

I mean how sure will I be, 'em church girls ain't all the same, good at belying?

None of them had answers and so we simply kept looking at each other: like nde titani!?