I’m Thinking of Ending Things Lyrics

I'm running out of maneuvers

Something tells me I'm not ready

And do I still have a future

If I can't let go of every past mistake that haunts me

Strength is down to nothing

And now I don't recognize the sunlight

I don't know why I wake up anymore

I can't decide if life's worth fighting for

How long can I exist on borrowed time

Outside the walls of worry where I rot

The world around me changed, but I could not

How long can I exist on borrowed time

Chasing the night to fill the dark days

Drown out the light, cause I don't want to wake

I never thought that I would end up like this

Strung out on all the chances I missed

Living my life never felt more dishonest

Don't recognize myself today

I don't know why

All of the world is alright

I can't decide

If I should even try

I don't know why I wake up anymore

I can't decide if life's worth fighting for

How long can I exist on borrowed time

Outside the walls of worry where I rot

The world around me changed, but I could not

How long can I exist on borrowed time

All of the world feels wrong

And I can't feel myself no more

They all seem fine

But it's just not right in my eyes

All of the world feels wrong

And I can't feel myself no more

They all seem fine

But it's just not right in my eyes

In my eyes

I don't know why I wake up anymore

I can't decide if life's worth fighting for

How long can I exist on borrowed time

Outside the walls of worry where I rot

The world around me changed, but I could not

How long can I exist on borrowed time