Distract Me Lyrics

They always tell me I'm not the only one

But then the lights go out and i feel so alone

Day's overwhelming, I never see the sun

It turns out tragedy's the only love I know

And now I see, there is no cure for me

So why do I proceed

Down into the deepest corners of my mind

I'll never be at peace

A sickness is burning

Into the roots of my soul

And I deserve it

It comes with no warning

And seeps beyond the surface

Spend most nights paralyzed

And every task is a new mountain before me

Can't cut ties, can't deny

This battle never ends

This battle never ends

What have I become

Begging for something

Anything to make me feel like

This is where I belong

These ghosts will haunt me till the day I die

When I shut my eyes

I see all that I could be

If you weren't part of me

When will you let me be

In another life

Of sound body and the mind

I am finally free from this agony

Another method to control this madness

Another medicine to work its magic

Numb and collected, I repeat this cycle

Seeking, never reaching the end

I've grown resentful waiting for a saviour

Still I'm disgusted by my own behaviour

When every waking moment's filled with sorrow

I don't care to see tomorrow

A sickness is burning

Into the roots of my soul

And I deserve it

It comes with no warning

And seeps beyond the surface

Spend most nights paralyzed

And every task is a new mountain before me

Can't cut ties, can't deny

This battle never ends