Porch Thoughts Lyrics

Outside

Mobties

Clockwise

We outside outside outside

I been on the porch rocking back and forth thoughts was in my brain

Was tryna hold me down from going outside

Grass is green on this side I been talking with most high

Cut my demons off cause we was having mob ties

Screaming paper chaser I forgot chase to my chase my dream

I had burnt out from running counter clock wise

I was trapped in my head and my heart was afraid

Now we outside outside outside

I been on the porch rocking back and forth thoughts was in my brain

Was tryna hold me down from going outside

Grass is green on this side I been talking with most high

Cut my demons off cause we was having mob ties

Screaming paper chaser I forgot chase to my chase my dream

I had burnt out from running counter clock wise

I was trapped in my head and my heart was afraid

Now we outside outside outside

Kilt the old version of me got no tears but caught the body

Feeling like I lost my mind for thinking out of body

Feeling like the plane was crashing this shit kamikaze

Feeling like its no more me that's living up inside me

Kilt my older self he start to resurrect subconsisly

Reminice on times I would smoke somebody tree

I was fourteen loving girls more than more than me

Getting slimed go through depression that shit was a sport to me

But I can't let my homies see I was hurting so I just covered up

Every piece of pain I felt eased to my heart and snuggled up

Teddy bear cuddled up

The outside me is is chuckled up

Life a roller coaster but why god ain't say to buckle up

Now my out side

Me and my life got mob ties

Friends boarded off to school

Please don't come back mouse size

Parents biggest enemy I told they kids think outside

Could tell you how to move but you gotta use yo own mind yo own mind

I been on the porch rocking back and forth thoughts was in my brain

Was tryna hold me down from going outside

Grass is green on this side I been talking with my most high

Cut my demons off cause we was having mob ties

Screaming paper chaser I forgot chase to my chase my dream

I had burnt out from running counter clock wise

I was trapped in my head and my heart was afraid

Now we outside outside outside

I been on the porch rocking back and forth thoughts was in my brain

Was tryna hold me down from going outside

Grass is green on this side I been talking with my most high

Cut my demons off cause we was having mob ties

Screaming paper chaser I forgot chase to my chase my dream

I had burnt out from running counter clock wise

I was trapped in my head and my heart was afraid

Now we outside outside outside

Suffering from things I went through as a kid

All the emotion built inside I'm bout to pop the lid

All of the cries I held inside could flood the city bridge

All of the times I lied to self deserves Apollo gigs

All of the times I tried to tell myself it was a fib

Asking god for signs but don't believe the he give

Acting big and bold but I can't face what's really real

We are not perfect never was and never is

Let it go it hold no use

Before it hang you on a nuse

Once it got you then it got you

It ain't tryna accept a truce

I'm jut tryna tell the truth

While you still live in yo youth

If you don't kill older version it's gon creep up and break through

Affect everything you do

Make you feel like you been crused

It's the main reason why you ain't get up and go pursue

It's the main reason you compare yourself to checks with blues

Check the clues life was built to lose you can't be the fool

I been on the porch rocking back and forth thoughts

Was in my brain was tryna hold me down from going outside

Grass is green on this side I been talking with my most high

Cut my demons off cause we was having mob ties

Screaming paper chaser I forgot chase to chase my dream

I had burnt out from running counter clock wise

I was trapped in my head and my heart was afraid

Now we outside outside outside

I been on the porch rocking back and forth thoughts was in my brain

Was tryna hold me down from going outside

Grass is green on this side I been talking with my most high

Cut my demons off cause we was having mob ties

Screaming paper chaser I forgot chase to my chase my dream

I had burnt out from running counter clock wise

I was trapped in my head and my heart was afraid

Now we outside outside outside