pure (be bent) Lyrics

In this line of work the rules will be bent

Beat the fuck out of him 'cause he jumped a fence

Ran away from the consequence, depends

Boy you ain't seen nothing pure, in defense

The rules don't make you pure

The pain will go on and dure

The rules are not a cure

I've always looked for more

Deep in self hatred, I'm embarrassed for my actions

Living with my thoughts sometimes causes overreactions

In other people when I put my plate in their face

I say it ain't that bad but I'm dying inside today

I collapsed in the shower crying on my knees

Let it out, let it out, oh pretty please

Someone come and hold me 'till my eyes have dried

Until forever, don't leave me again

The rules don't make you pure

The pain will go on and dure

The rules are not a cure

I've always looked for more

I haven't been more miserable in so long

Life is draining out the life of me for more

Attitude and coldness and for me to care less

Broke my heart just like you said you would not do

And you ain't the only one who's played me like a flute

I'm an optimistic pessimist who can't just give up

Before I leave this earth I gotta take a soul with me up

To heaven or down to hell or the emptiest and quietest void

You'll ever fucking see

I'm in pure pain

But I got paid today

I said it is what it is

Cried six times in four days

Fuck you, fuck you god

Bending me you've had your fun

Begging you to kill me in my sleep

Whatever I have done

Brush it, brush it off

Move on it's nothing at all

Developing my character

'Bout to be as cold as ice